دema flutter

دema flutter Oct 2020

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what hurts the most
is not realizing
how much
you were hurting
me day by day,
and not realizing
I was being hurt
by you everyday

دema flutter Oct 2020

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I can sit here,
cry myself an entire ocean
and sit at the bottom and drown in my own tears,

or I can get

دema flutter Oct 2020

abstinence

my body
misses you
more than it can handle
the pain of the withdrawal.

#body #drugs #addiction #withdrawal #abstinence #pain #miss #breakup

دema flutter Oct 2020

put a top coat
on the pain,
perhaps
mattify it,
don't let it
reflect on you.

#pain

دema flutter Oct 2020

inadequacy seems
like the only
feeling that
chooses
to stay.

#enough #inadequacy #love #fragile #broken #stay #leave #unrequitedinadequate #selflove

دema flutter Oct 2020

no one's past should
define who they are today,

unless their present
is merely an extension
of the supposedly
dead and buried.

#dead #past #future #mistakes #resurrection #buried #death #change #reflection

دema flutter Oct 2020

the known

my deepest fear is no longer
a bottomless ocean,
but rather feeling your love
when it was never really there.

#unknown #ocean #drowning #betrayal #fear #broken #relationship #sun