ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴜʀsᴜɪᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs.
ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʀɪsᴋɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ғᴏʀ ʙɪsᴄᴜɪᴛ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ.
ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋ.
ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sʜɪɴᴇs ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏʟᴅ.
ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ғᴏʀᴍ ᴏғ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ.
ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ!
i have dreams about you,
dreams of seeing you,
speaking to you,
crying to you,
and running from you.
what i forgot to mention is,
nightmares are dreams too.
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.
Now read from bottom to top.
All I want to do is cry,
Because all I can think about is wanting to die.
I hate depression.
I don't know how I am here anymore.
"I'll never leave you," (s)he explained.
"You don't know that,
you can open doors,
you can walk,
and it's happened way to many times
for me to believe this right now," (s)he argued.
I'M BACK AND STRONGER THAN EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When we were young...
we scraped our knees and
our parents kissed our boo-boos.
When we were teens...
we got bullied at school and
wanted it to stop so we self-harmed.
When we were adults...
we went through our first divorce and
turned straight to the bottles.
When we were old...
we realized no one was there and
we passed of a broken heart.
When we were dead...
we watched over everyone else and
tried to protect them from being like us.
I feel like my inspiration to write is dying
the less I am crying at night
I know this probably doesn't sound right
but I can't shake this lack of inspiration
the feeling of it dying
everyday and every night.