SRH - Hello Poetry

SRH Dec 2020

do you wish you could go back and change things?

  do you reminisce about the good times we had?
                                           do you even think of me?
                                                                                     ever ?

i do.
i remember the sleepovers
                             the calls
                                    the conversations

                                                                                   when did it all stop?
                                                                      when did you lose interest?



                                                       why ?

why did you leave me behind ?

#why #olivia

SRH May 2019

for K.H.

it's against natures law,
you say.
it's not normal,
you say.
my animosity for you grows
stronger and stronger.
your homophobic, sexist, transphobic, comments
disregarding my pain.
The pain knowing that
i am not wanted,
i am not valid,
i am not aloud to love who i love.

3/1/19 - 5/20/19
10:17
current mood: annoyed
"I hate the word homophobia. It's not a phobia. You are not scared. You are an *******."
-Morgan Freeman

SRH May 2019

phobias

homophobia and transphobia.
why are they called
phobias
if they are not a fear?

This is a short poem.

#phobia #homophobia #transphobia

SRH May 2019

for K.SP

i tried my best.
i tried my best to please you,
but in the end,
it ended up with you hating me.
one wrong word,
and everything is over.
i realize now,
that i was always in the right,
you twisted
my mind, my heart,
and
my words
against me.
but of course,
i still care.
they say,
"ignore it, its only going to make things worse"
but
i cant.
the small ounce of hope,
the hope for you,
is still there.

05/19/19
9:25 PM
current mood: sad
reason: kendra

SRH May 2019

naufrage

Drowning.
pulling, grabbing, dragging.
filling my lungs,
slowly.
strained shouts,
cries for help,
swallowed.
skin, stained
with tears,
as i
s l o w l y
s i n k.

— The End —