Haters obviously
Going to be against me
Why I have
What they desire
Brains
Height
The hair
I am determinated
To prove them
Wrong
Watch see
This war not done
Wimp
And
******* u are haha

~    
        All the poems I write
     are just the beginning
                              and end
               of every thought
   I've ever had about you.

Time to pick up
all the shattered pieces.

Cement the colored
fragments of memory
and voice

with hope
and something new
that resembles

confidence.

A new day shines--

I will emerge
brilliant
as the sun.

I will heal you,

he said.

My words of grace

will ease your aches.

My inner light

will guide you home.

My patient hands

will soothe your spirit.

I am all that you need.*

But I wonder

if his words have grace.

And I wonder

if his hands are patient.

And I wonder

if his light will shine.

And I wonder

if I am all that he needs.

I hate her so much
Ruined after this torture
Cuts clinging to
My bed sheets
As I lie here
With Blistered eyes
Letting her win...
I'd rather die
She will not get the best of me
As I soak my cheeks
With tears that don't belong to her
I am not her prisoner
Drops that I own
They come from
Loathing my identity
I swim deep in my own animosity
Wishing I didn't exist

© Jl 2016