somewhere in between a second ago and my next step
something that doesn't need to let go because there's nothing to let go of
only to understand
layers we can't fully experience, but know
simply having trust in the dissolution of thought
(but sometimes I see your face in my head for 3 seconds and it brings me to a state of distraught)
no palladium for me
a free being, same as the energy that flows with the leaves
no conversations regarding what a nuisance I was with no decency
that was then
and change is now, every millisecond
how could we possibly
p re
ten
d.
??? (!!)
11:17pm