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How could I be so lost,
In a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken,
In a family so together?
How could I be so lonely,
Surrounded by so many?
How could I be so unhappy,
Surrounded by so much beauty?
How could I be me,
When even I remain a mystery?
all alone in this wide wide world
The Years have passed by,
In the blink of an eye,
Moments of sadness,
And joy have flown by.

People I loved,
Have come and have gone,
But the world never stopped,
And we all carried on.

Life wasn't easy,
And the struggles were there,
Filled with times that it mattered,
Times I just didn't care.

I stood on my own,
And I still found my way,
Through some nights filled with tears,
And the dawn of new days.

And now with age,
It's become very clear,
Things I once found important,
Were not why I was here.

And how many things,
That I managed to buy,
Were never what made me,
Feel better inside.

And the worries and fears,
That plagued me each day,
In the end of it all,
Would just fade away.

But how much I reached out,
To others when needed,
Would be the true measure,
Of how I succeeded.

And how much I shared,
Of my soul and my heart,
Would ultimately be,
What set me apart.

And what's really important,
Is my opinion of me,
And whether or not,
I'm the best I can be.

And how much more kindness,
And love I can show,
Before the Lord tells me,
It's my time to go.
 Aug 2015 Raven Gates
Ethan Titus
Give and take, that’s how the world works
You give what you can and accept what you believe you deserve
All I have to give is love
I give it freely
I give and I give and I give
There’s none left for myself
I don’t deserve it
I don’t see what others see
I receive what others give, but I do not accept
A failure is all I see
An amalgamation of the shattered remnants of whom I was
I want to accept the love of others
I want to accept love for myself
I can’t
I don’t deserve it, I failed everyone
Is It My Fault
That I Let You
Slip Through My Hands?


Is It My Fault
That I Am A
Mute At Heart?

That No Words
Can Express How
I Feel.

Is It My Fault
That I Can't
Show You Me?

Scream To The
World To See.

Is It Me Fault
That I Let You
Leave?

That I Didn't
Let You Into My
Heart?

Or Is It Your Fault?

That You Didn't
Let My Know
How You Felt
At All?


Or Was It Deep
Down Inside...


You Knew People
Were Right About Me?
 Aug 2015 Raven Gates
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theory
 Aug 2015 Raven Gates
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I think I figured out why I hate myself so much.
When people don't know about something or someone they fear it and when people fear things then that fear springs hatred.
I think since I don't know exactly who I am or what I'm made of then I fear myself then hate myself.
Idk I wrote this down right before I fell asleep last night
My wrists are bleeding

Nothing is healing

I tie the noose around my neck

I feel the world would be better off without me

I kick the chair from under me

As I hang from the ceiling

I feel the air leaving me

Just a little longer

Until i'm a goner

The air is gone

My eyes are closing

The soul in me is slipping

I'm dead and gone

Now I'm off to live eternally

Oh sweet suicide
 Oct 2014 Raven Gates
Alyssa O
The bitter taste of resentment
As the dish of revenge grows colder
Waiting, watching, planning
As you get older and older

You stall until the perfect moment
When he will pay for the things he's done
As the time strikes, you pounce
And after all that time you've won

Your patience has finally paid off
His breath no longer taints the air
He's gone from this world forever
It's his own fault that no one cares
Inspired by the quote "Revenge is a dish best served cold." -Shakespeare
The darkness inside of me waits,
eagerly to get the revenge that i seek,
to cure the emptiness you left inside of me,
to better the spirit you abused,
to make my life worth living once again,
to **** off the evils that you have done,

Patiently waiting for you to come to your senses,
then crush you and knock you down,
i will make you see who you are,
you will know how sick you become,
you will lead your life as a failure,

i cannot find any words that describe you and your actions,
i am angry, hurt, upset,
i will seek my revenge,
you will be destroyed,
just like you destroyed me.
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