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Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
Play me a tragic melody;

Sing a song of sorrow.

Draw me in with your sad stories,

And hold me there with the promise of tomorrow.



You have my heart in the palm of your hand;

My soul is yours as well.

I have yet to understand

How it is that I fell.



So in love with you,

Yet, so afraid

Of all the things you could do

With that bewitching serenade.



You promised me a tomorrow

And I'm still waiting for that day.

But, time is something I cannot borrow,

And I don't know if I should stay.



Tomorrow never comes;

I'm trapped in an endless day.

My poor heart succumbs,

And I am here to stay.
Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
Creeping tendrils of despair

Slither in my brain

Taking away what little joy

You've given to me.

I feel your grasp grow stronger

Around my bruised and broken heart

I fear you're going to shatter

What little I have left.

I dare not breath

Lest your grip should tighten

And destroy what little remains

Of my happiness.



You don't want me

Yet you hold me so tightly

You don't need me

Yet you always come back



You don't love me . . .You don't love me.



You are my darkness

And you are my light

You will save me

And **** me further still.

You are my prison

As well as my key

I just I was what you wanted me to be



I love you

And I hate you

I suppose they're both the same

I'll take the pain

Because it brings me joy

And I'll give you joy

Because it brings me pain



Neither one of us

Will get off this ride

My heart is yours

And you know it

You'll break it

And I'll let you

Because I don't have the strength

To let you go
Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
You
You're right next to me,

But I'm all alone;

You fill me up,

But you never make me whole.

I lie in bed

With your arms around me,

All the while knowing

You're dreaming of someone else.

I'd pretend to cry

If I wasn't already playing make-believe;

I let myself drift off to sleep,

Imagining that you care



I dream of what I'll never have

And wonder why that is.

I cling to the dream,

Pretending that it's real.

But when I wake

And look at you,

I feel the dream crash

All around me;

And remorse is all I feel.

I turn and face the wall,

Pretending you're not there;

And drift off to sleep again



Nothing was ever real . . . 
Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
My pulse is racing

I can feel your heart beating faster

And faster

As you come closer

And closer

Into my world.

I feel your breath upon my neck

And shiver

As it caresses my skin.



I place my fingers on your chest

And whisper bittersweet words in your ear

As I press my lips to your throat,

And sigh as you pull me near.

Right now I need you.

And right now you need me.

I'm inching closer to your world.



And all of a sudden

Our worlds collide together.

We both go off with a bang.

We're never going to fall in love.

But we'll still go out in style.



A dark and ****** night

A frantic, fast-paced kiss

Our eyes lock as our bodies meld

And we can see a glint of anger,

And passion, and hurt

Deep in each others souls.

I only know you

And you only know me.

There is nothing but the sound of our breathing

Getting faster and faster

As I bring you to the edge.



Your nails scrape across my skin

And my teeth sink into your neck

The pain fuels my passion

And makes me forget;

I cry out in delighted agony

As your hand collides

So violently

With my sensitive flesh.



You fill my void,

And make me feel complete

But, nothing can stay forever.

And soon we separate.

And yet, still I know

Our worlds will come together again

As they always do.

But for right now,

I must simply wait.

Until you need me too.



And when our worlds collide again

It'll feel like we're in love.

And I know that it's just a cruel lie;

But still I cling to you . . .

Because I've always wanted to go out,

In style.
Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
Can I feed off your soul for just a little longer?

Can I drag you down into my pool of despair?

The feeling of oblivion will last that much longer;

And it makes me feel like you care.

Let me drain you of love and hope;

Mine has already gone away.

I’m finding it more difficult to cope

With each passing day.



My love for you is far from fleeting,

But it is a destructive force;

And it’s been taking a toll since our first meeting,

Leaving your heart bitter and coarse.

Walk away from me and I’ll love you all the more,

Come closer and I’ll **** you further still.

You have nothing to gain from our rapport

But maybe you just come back for the thrill.
Cunt Muffin Aug 2011
Dancing with you in an empty room,

Thinking of blood and love.

Will this be good?

I already know it will be sad.

But will it be good?



Reading you

Is as impossible

As reading the wind;

You shift and you change

Without a moment’s notice.

You bring me somewhere I’ve never been

And always bring me back to the start.

There is no yesterday

And no tomorrow;

Only now exists.

Treasure it.



Dancing with you

In an empty room.

Holding you close;

Hoping for the best.

My heart cracks a little

But it shall not be put to rest.

— The End —