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crystallaiz Jul 2017
in that moment
we were glacier
you loved languidly
like we had all the time in the world
i sighed and
my breath fanned out
enough to cover the cracks
i should really stop sleeping at 2am.
crystallaiz Jun 2017
what did i do so right in my life
that i got to meet someone like you

thank you
this summer
i met you
and i learned to believe
in miracles
ong seongwoo thank you for debuting TT i wish for only good things to happen to you from now on
crystallaiz Jun 2017
when the time comes
i can't be brave for you
in front of you
i turn into a loser
because of you
i lose sleep at night
i dream about you
and i **** awake
was it a nightmare?
was it a sweet dream?
with you i can't be sure
anymore
at the end
can i still smile for you
can i still hold your hand
without fear
at the start
i was sure
but now my courage is fleeting
this love
the intensity is daunting
i really hope it's hi. please debut. i don't know what else to say. i'm so sorry i'm helpless.
crystallaiz Jun 2017
the seconds drag themselves out
it was three months
then five minutes
two days now;
i'm always waiting
if i asked
would you wait with me?

(don't look at me with those eyes
i'm afraid i'll never be able to stop smiling)

you bloomed like a flower
but i'm always one step behind
and the words tumble down again
this time, i may fall with my words
the words i could never say to you
if i ask,
will you wait for me?
ongniel again. what joy. if ong seongwoo doesn't debut this friday i'm going to cry so hard. Please debut.
crystallaiz Jun 2017
you were so very pretty
the first time i saw you
it was spring
and you were a dream
soft and longing
every smile
blossomed with fragile hope

then the chill in the air gave way to
warm summer breezes in june
and you became more real  
no longer shifting in and out of existence
more solid
more beautiful
i wanted to plant flowers
along the paths you took
so you could only walk on
a lovely road from now on

when june turns to july
and july melts into august
when the leaves fall in september
i'll still want to clear a way for you
you won't be a dream anymore
you won't be a hazy existence
with every step you take
you'll leave your footsteps
singing in the autumn leaves
it will be less painful, then

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you've been running for a long time, now there's only a bit left to go, you will hang on for a while more right? ah i can almost see the light at the end of the tunnel, you'll see it soon too i promise
crystallaiz Jun 2017
i think about you
and i wonder
how long this can last

i'd like for you to take my hand
whenever i need you
like you did the last time
i'd like to take your hand
and walk down this road  

i don't like to think about us
apart

for you
at 11:11 i'll make a wish
that we'll be together
our fingers laced
even at the very end
what a crap. ongniel has ******* me over. ongniel ongniel ongniel i don't suppose anyone knows what I'm going on about? will i meet an ongniel stan here??????
crystallaiz Jun 2017
i want to run far, far away
from this place
and from myself
let me become one of the lost boys
where i will not know
anything beyond this greyness  

let me become nothingness
turn me to dust in the air
ashes in the sea
take me away from the edge of the cliff
and let me fall
i will grow wings
and join the ranks of the
lost and fallen
if i were to be such an existence, it would have been easier if i never came at all.
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