In drivers ed they say you must hold your hands in the "10 and 2" position, like the numbers on a clock but my time with you is always blurry and I know there's only 10 fingers and 2 hands that are holding my heart from falling off a cliff and that my dear is not very safe so next time your thoughts are a train wreck just remember wear a seat belt and tread carefully among the caution tape.

When I feel like a million dollars,
Am I worth a million dollars?
*What a cruel world.

It's nearly been a week since we last spoke
I've been counting the days
I hope I can keep counting
If you know what I mean

You smile when you pass me
But don't dare say hello
Don't you dare say hello

I** thought I could live without love

Love was foolish and pointless
Or so I told myself
Very often
Every minute of every day

Yet I fell
Out of control
Unbelievably fast

you said forever
i knew that wasn't true
nothing outlives its end
the debt is paid when its due
no extensions provided
no questions asked
no warning letter sent
no longer a flag up its mast
slowly but surely it came to an end
you fell like a leaf at Autumns End

What makes you so special,
so high up above the rest?
Why do I still love you,
when I was always second best?