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I've lost my friend, and I've lost what it means to be a friend
I am out of touch, to this people world and what it takes to have a friend

A friend, what does that mean?

There is nothing it could mean to me
Since the day, I've found strangers along with feelings and thoughts
Strangers they come and strangers they leave
Love and hate they bring, hate and love they leave

And what does that mean to have a friend?

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There is no friend, not in this world with people
What we take are words and words they slip
Faces we see, shallow as it can be
Forever, as it may last
The last i count, a day or two
We keep secrets and secrets are words
Tales we hear, comedy we laugh
And what is left, are words that have slip

And sleep, our attention span we forgot what have been

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Lively strangers forever we be
How happy this could be
Flaws we see like diamonds it should be
And in this people world, we all leave words in people's ears

To my love,

I'm writing you this because I can't take it anymore. You are so perfect, and it's driving me crazy. Every time I see you I get butterflies, I have gotten to the point where I am now used to it..but I can't stop thinking about you. You're golden brown eyes, the way they look at me as I walk by you, or the way they sparkle perfectly in the sunlight. Your voice, which gives me such relief when I hear you. And your smile, I have never seen anything so handsome in my life. I think it's bad when I see you, but when you smile my heart drops. My heart goes into my stomach, and it beats faster then ever. The way your eyes squint when you smile, and your small but perfect little dimples. I have never felt about someone the way I feel about you. People say it's just my emotions, or that it's just a little crush..but if this is a crush, this is the longest crush I have ever had. At this point I don't feel as if this is a crush. You can't feel this passionately about a crush. I'm in love with you. I can't even explain how I feel about you my feelings are so bundled up and twisted. All I know is that when you kissed my cheek, I felt something inside of me that I have never felt before. When I see you with another girl, my heart breaks because I know someone can make you happier then I can. If only I could have you all to myself, to be able to kiss you whenever I want, I would give anything for. This may be just a phase, or hormones..but all I know is that I have never loved someone the way that I love you.

I miss you a lot
You were the bee's knees my dear
I miss summer too

You're here physically
I see you every day
But I still miss you

I miss our first kiss
I made the first move because
I knew you wouldn't

I miss compliments
And lengthy neighborhood walks
In flip flops and tanks

I miss confessions
2 am meandering
Rain storms happened too

I miss rock jumping
I miss the freefall of jumps
Into the lake's wake

I miss adventures
Roaming around in leisure
We could take our time

I miss how you looked
At me, in the rain that night
The batting cages

I miss the lightening
And the shock that I fell too
I fell hard also

I fell into your
Arms one August night when I
Really needed you

You caught me again
And kissed my forehead at our
At our first concert

We watched a movie
And we left the theater
Entwined, together

You took me to a
Pumpkin patch and let me pick
The perfect pumpkin

You held my hand and
Told me I was beautiful
Your eyes said it all

You held my hand and
Led me out of the second
Concert we went to

You let me rest my
Head on your shoulder on the
Way back to your car

We rode in a truck
You smiled and laughed with me
You looked so lovely

Your arm reached around
My shoulders, and we cuddled
On your couch that night

You waited so long
You're still waiting for me to
Return back to you

I can't remember
Our last kiss, and that's the part
I'm saddest about

one day
can we live in an old cottage
in the middle of an imaginary lake
a land made of clouds
where forests shade me
and the moon illuminates my way
where the sun shines almost as bright as your eyes
let me braid your hair
and hold your hand
allow me to show you around the skies
allow me to show you inside of my mind

please, may I hold your hand
and steal a kiss from your chapped lips?

She isn't here but I can hear her
Laughing as I tell her "you have big teefies"
Playfully she leans in and gives me a toothy kiss
I fight to not remember
Trying to hold back the memories like a broken dam
Inundated day by day
How could I ever forget
My future wife
Time is a thief
A stealer of many things
But it can never steal my love for you
Or make me forget
...Like water through a broken dam