I don't know why...
The moon in its endearing way
Encircles us on breathless string along
Or why the tides cry ill each night
Only to be in court for the hearing at dawn
The rushing lawns of browning green
Or why they need a trim to fall
Or the crisping leaves of sweeping scenes
And why they whisper around me at all
The rock and stone the smoothing ore
Beneath waters rushing to and fro
No crackling snow left sparks alive
No mountain stream running by itself alone
But out of all of these things which I do not know
Of what and why and whethering seems
Like the lines of growing seeds to sow
Why it's your eyes behind that I wish to know
I don't.
She rejected me, but it makes me smile. Because if feels better this way. I remain unchanged.
whethering - wheth.er.ing | the act of repetitive self-doubt (whether you should or shouldn't) specifically when you should.