When life is real,
It smacks you in the face.

If you don't acknowledge decree,
It will drag you down.
Into an abyss of confusion.

One thing is for certain,
Get it straight.
Or keep getting destroyed,
By it's violent truth.

I love the dark
It's when I come alive
I don't feel so contained

I do anything
My devilish heart desires
No regrets

Darkness puts all the "happy"things
To bed,"nighty night"
Here comes the moon
Gotta go now
Bye bye

Such a humorous man
A kindhearted soul

His fame it does seem
Had taken it's toll

All his money and fame
Could not bring him peace

Behind laughs and smiles
Lay his demons , his beast

The world a little dimmer
With another bright star gone

We'll definitely miss him
Though the world will move on

I just don't know any more
Born with the thirst
My apathy competes with it daily
You bathe in my joyful countenance
Never splashing further but surface deep
I know you are hurting
We all are, in some form or another
I do wish I could ease your pain
Please, just once, refrain
I call you up to cry
Twists  into all about you
Words of solace tumble from these numb lips
Stretched thin over a veneer of caring
The hard part is always the swallow
How do I get around this goose egg
Closing up my throat
Defense mechanism meant for strangers
I don't shed tears for the self-inflicted
*At least you have a choice

Rise up for my violent rejection
and silently return
for your beautifully brutal revenge.

I fall to taste the sharp pavement
unaware,
jumping up,
ready for more,
with rocks in a crooked spine.