(due to circumstances beyond ones control, it seems this writing has been belated as the venue has previously denied acceptance to its publishing, be it known that this correspondences dispatch was foreseen as so to be propounded at the appropriate time, for this offense please forgive)
It has been a year to the day since i began writing to You, chronicling my affections in various literary styles dripping the proverbial ink in an amorous display of yearning and dedication in anticipation of Your heart hearing mine.
i would assume by now many questions have arisen as to the how and why of these writings and to what end is sought. So if You will suffer me for a time i will do my best to help You understand.
Six years ago while contemplating life, where i had been, where i was going, reliving the numerous failures in my search for the "Truth in Love", being granted the gift of clairvoyance i had a vision...i know it sounds kookie and the manner in which conclusions were come to after the fact is highly unorthodox as well but please, bear with me... i saw You (You will need to read the first letter if You have not already done so) and also a numeric stream that come to find out is a phone number, which i dared not call out of fear of the repercussions of haste.
Immediately after i began researching as to the optimal mate (astrological compatibility) taking into consideration both the eastern and western zodiac philosophies. Now as fate would have it, we were literally created for one another, And in the adamant belief that such an epiphany was no mere coincidence from that point on i chose to wait for You, inasmuch to confirm celibacy, And although it pains me to share this, not from being rejected mind You, but the disappointment in myself that due to a momentary lack of composure an incident occurred that i conceded to the thought to satiate the flesh.
Now as You have already read, since the beginning of this adventure many premonitions have been seen in regards to You, not only by myself but also in dreams by friends as well (two occurrences thus far), i have seen You walk the gardens at night, Brought You tea as You painted by the light of the morning sun, Prepared meals hand in hand, i have also seen us together in old age...5 generations of our family are present in that time and our Love continues to grow.
i know that is a lot to process and fringes on the absurd, Your most likely thinking "This man has completely lost his mind!", that in my loneliness the desperation has created a fantasy world full of hallucinations with You as the heroine of some neo-Shakespearean Love sonnet and anyone who fits the prerequisites will find themselves in the most uncomfortable position to be forever stalked by a deranged "happily ever after" lunatic.
But i can assure You my Dear that this is far from the truth.
i am very much in control of my faculties (save the earlier mentioned) especially in regards to relationships where You are concerned. It has taken many years to reach this point, much prayer, patience and soul searching to get here and i am not willing to jeopardize my happiness nor any others for that matter based solely on a synastry chart. Although all that has been revealed surely solidifies the findings therein.
Yes the "foundations" have been layed for our compatibility but there's so much more to be seen. Being a proponent of both nature and nurture it is the subtle nuances that make us up as individuals, i know who You are according to the heavens and these sixth sense apparitions...The culmination of a finite amount of attributes arranged in such a manner so as to render me incapacitated by the mere thought of You. The embodiment of perfection enveloped within a vessel found as the epitome of femininity. But i require more, far beyond the warmth of flesh, it is by depth of soul i desire You, The You that has emerged from the filtration of lifes experiences through Your naturally given core.
As for my Love for You, It is best described at least for now as Agape (in its most sincerest form) being conceived through Philautia, For in hopes of Your arrival and our time together being my inspiration, And for that i am indebted to You.
i am well aware that not everyone is meant to be together, regardless of what has been said and seen. i am emotionally mature enough to accept and admit this fact. Yet still remains the undeniable truth that somewhere here on GODS earth...YOU...out of all those born on This Day exists, and by HIS grace and HIS grace alone we will one day be together for as long as HE deems fit...
my expectations are that this writing has resolved any confusion as to my intentions...
i Love You
and may bliss be found in the celebration of Your birth.