What god would allow this?
What god thinks this is ok?
What god takes innocence?
What god takes children?

What god would allow ****** people to have children while good people struggle to conceive?
What god would let a child be ***** before her 7th ******* birthday then ***** again in her teens?

No god would allow any of this
There is no god
You pray to nothing

I thought it was an affect of war
Men and women fighting for our freedom, coming home to fight an even bigger battle in their heads

I was 25 when I realized I have PTSD
I struggled my whole life trying to find the little girl that was taken from me
Trying to piece everything together

He not only took that girl from me
He took her from my parents
He took her innocence and her happy
He took her to please himself

They say I'll always have PTSD
I feel like a fraud for having it
I never fought in a war
I never lost a friend to war

How is it fair to struggle like this?
When so many more have seen worse
So many have felt worse
I don't want this PTSD

He took everything from me
I was just a little girl
Fighting to be innocent
Fighting to be me

That's all he could say
If I asked what I did
If I made a point
If I said I was sorry

That's all he could say
If a restaurant didn't have rice
If I said too much
If I said too little

That's ALL he could say

I had to take a step back
Take a hard look into the damage he was causing
I didn't realize how horrible he was
Constant arguing and hate

I had to take a step back
He'd yell at me for relaxing after work
The emotional abuse was invisible
Until I took a step back

Somedays I don't remember
Someday so can't forget
You stole my innocence
I was just a little girl

I wish I could find you
I want my childhood back
This has only made me stronger
I won't hide behind this pain

I pray there was no one else
No little girl should know this pain
Mommy's social butterfly lost
Hiding from this pain