Chelsey: Favorites

Oct 2015 Chelsey

liz

Walk him up the driveway
through the door
up into your room
and see what it is he really wants.

Look at him in the eye
listen to him
and try to speak
and see if he'd do the same.

Watch his heart
that he claims is broken
and be the judge
of whose fault
it really is.

Take him to the water
look into his eyes
as you test his memory-
he'll look away every time.

It'll break you're heart, but it was already broken anyway.
Because you would've let him in
knowing he doesn't know respect
he doesn't know silence
he doesn't remember you.

You'll suddenly realize
that you didn't love him to pieces,
you loved him in pieces...
while he never even loved you at all.

#love #thoughts #silence #memory #october

Oct 2015 Chelsey

Nine

Oct 2015 Chelsey

Briana4545

Nine

1.) i loved you more than the moon loves the stars. i loved you more than elizabeth loved mr. darcy. i loved you more than i knew it was possible to love someone.

2.) you lied so frequently and so goddamm gracefully that i don't know how much of us was real or another fabrication made up by you but believed by me.

3.) even though i want to and maybe even need to hate you i can't.

4.) while you were stealing my heart you were also stealing from my wallet.

5.) if you called me right now i would still answer on the first ring.

6.) i'm so angry that it makes me sick. i think of what you did and it makes my stomach ache.

7.) there's an emptiness inside me and i think you used to be there.

8.) you ****** me up so bad and you don't even know it.

9.) i love you more than the moon loves the stars. i love you more than elizabeth loved mr. darcy. i love you more than i knew it was possible to love someone.

Jun 2015 Chelsey

Achilles Heel

Jun 2015 Chelsey

Briana4545

Achilles Heel

i used to think that needing people was weakness
and that relying too heavily on another person
would make me less of one myself.
maybe i still think that.
maybe i'm a hypocrite for telling you
i need you.
even on days when i don't want you or even like you
i need you.
i swear to god i don't want to but
i need you.
and maybe i am weak but
i really ******* need you.

You're like oxygen, and I'm dying to breathe.

Mar 2015 Chelsey

I'm thinking blue

Mar 2015 Chelsey

AJ

I'm thinking blue

I want a fight with closure.
I hate how I bring up something important
And you some how guide me into
Falling asleep and shaking it off.

I want to scream and cry and yell at each other.
I want to get all of it out before we have
This new little life to mess up together.
Because we've been together for four years.
And that's way to long to keep this ***** laundry.

I want to let it go.
But a bike rusts when you leave it out for too long.
We need a new coat of paint.