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cherelyn Nov 2018
You came to me like a soothing hot tea on a cold winter's day
You comfort me with your voice
Intimately in a very strange way
You are a stranger from a distant land..
But here you are in my thoughts,holding my hand..
You came to me like sea breeze on a cold summers night
When i am at my saddest lonely plight..
Unashamed i bared my brokenness to you..
My darkest secrets and hurts that no one ever knew..
I'm drawn to you
like moth to a flame
A connection so strong even though i don't  know your name.
Like a cup of tea..
In a short time you erase my life's toxicity..
In a short span of time,you did what others couldn't do
That is to see the real me through
See my mind,see my heart & soul
You are like a mirror for you see me as a whole..
Your voice is like thunder,vibrating through all my senses
You made me surrender and sometimes speechless
You are what i think of everyday
To see you,feel you is all i pray
How i wished you saw me at my best
Not in the way you met me,down and depressed.
But even then now in my state
I see myself,hope floats and it's never too late
Too be better,to be braver and be stronger
The best part of knowing you is loving you..
Out of the blue my heart sees you
cherelyn Nov 2018
Each night i look up to the stars
Like a fool wondering where you are
My heart screams of longing
My soul endlessly hoping
When will i see your face?
when will i hold you and feel your embrace
Each day i yearn
In agony my eyes burn
Looking at the sunrise
Hoping for a heaven's surprise
Each day i hope and pray
To see you and be with you someday
Loving you from a far is my cruel fate..
Missing you is the part i truly hate.
cherelyn Nov 2018

everyday i wake up on a sunny morning..
i should wake up with a smile
but i feel my eyes burning
they thought they see me strong
but they never knew the truth i am hiding

i smile, i laugh and live like there is nothing wrong
they thought i am made of steel
that i approach every battles headstrong
but little did they know deep inside
my heart is singing a very sad song

maybe i am just good at pretending
that things in my life are okay
maybe i just know when to set aside my troubles
my heartaches at bay
but little did they know
everynight i struggle wishing somehow my sadness will go away

if only the world will see me and see my heart.
if only they look closely and see that
at the back of a happy facade
i am like a house falling apart.
how i wish they knew..

how i wish they knew and see that
i am in pain..
because i am tired crying in the rain
how i wish they knew me well..
cherelyn Nov 2018
Morning dew, morning sunrise
You open your eyes
Full of hope to start the day
Yet full of fear you start to pray

Pray for the day to be kind
Hope for best to have a positive mind
Hope and pray that the day will be great
You get up whispering to yourself
"Have faith..just have faith"

Erase all the bad memories of yesterday
Wash your pained face away
Its a new dawn, its a new day
Be brave,have faith come what may

Moving on is a hard task to do
But believe in the strength that is inside you
Believe that you can get up after the fall
Believe that you are still alive to conquer all
cherelyn Oct 2018
A piece of you..IS ENOUGH..

My dearest,it's a privilege for me to have known your heart.
It's been an honor to have heard your past,your thoughts and even the normal to chaotic things that's happening in your life but best of all it's been a blessing to have loved you.

I am not asking much of you my dearest..
Only this moment to make you feel loved by me. I have no expectations..
The fact that you have love me in return is ENOUGH.
Enough to say to myself,****,i am lucky..because i have loved and love a person who had given me more.
Do you know what you gave me dearest?
Not just the gift to be loved back..BUT YOU GAVE ME one thing that i lost so many years ago..MYSELF.
Time and again i have said thank you to you,many times i have shown you my gratitude because i am truly and entirely grateful to you.You gave me back my life and even changed me..

I am like an old house,renovated completely by you.
Everyday,you had fixed me.Every broken window of my soul,every cracks in the walls of my heart and holes in the ceilings of my life,you change it and fixed it.
In return,i am slowly rebuilding myself..and will never stop rebuilding myself till the windows of my soul is completely open to invite fresh air of adventures inside my life.I will never stop cementing the cracks of my heart till its clear enough to let something wonderful inside it forever and i will never stop repairing the ceilings of my life till its good enough to withstand the strongest storms and winds that will come.

You gave my life a GO..and i am pushing forward to be better.I am not asking much my dearest.
A piece of you is enough.A piece of you is enough NOW.
To have you in my life now is whats important to me.I am here,even if you lash out hurtful words or give me the sourest mood because you had given me yourself in the time i am totally ******* up and when everyone in my life had whipped me painfully and wiped me out of their lives.

You have stood by me and taught me well..
Yes you had given me the hardest tasks,i cried several times when you get mad at me for failing your instructions..You pushed me so hard and break me..But in the end,You gave me another thing back and that is my voice..My voice which can now speak bravely what's in my mind and what's in my heart..

A piece of you is enough..a piece of your time is enough..Enough to make me smile the whole day like a fool..a piece of you is enough to make me happy.You make me happy.I hold every little piece of you and your time here in my heart everyday like a rare diamond.

You might say i am thinking only through my heart but whats the use of thinking with your mind?a mind can deceive a thought spoken but a heart does not.So here i am speaking to you,with my heart on my hand with only three words on my lips..I LOVE YOU..I love you and i love you enough to tell you,your past doesn't matter to me..I love you and you and whoever close to you matters to me.YOUR HAPPINESS MATTERS TO ME.

Forgive me my dearest if i tell you my silly dreams.Dreams and wishes that one day,someday,i got to be where you are,make silly plans for me and you.Silly dreams that i can take care of you or make you pancakes in the morning..Hold you close at night to ease your mind,kiss your forehead when things hurt you so much and squeeze your hand just because i want you to feel my strength beside you..Just to say "baby,things are gonna be the meantime can i buy you an ice cream just to take your pain away?"

Those are silly dreams my dearest from someone who loves you dearly.I am not expecting it to happen..those are just dreams,nice and sweet thoughts to let you know that somewhere someone wishes for you..someone cares for you.

I can't offer you much,just this dreams and my heart.Yes,those are dreams my dearest,dreams and plans are two different things..I do want to make plans with you but we definitely don't know where life,our lives are heading too..

Sorry my dearest,if i scared you with my plan to go to where you are..But like i said..With or without you..Please be glad that i am moving forward.I don't expect much,i don't expect anything at all..To love you now and have this moment with you now is ENOUGH..

You need not to worry if you're going to hurt me,because you're not going to hurt me.And if you may hurt me,that's okay my dearest..Only words bleeds..nothing more..People come and go in our lives..But what matters is..they came.What matters to me is that YOU CAME..

A piece of you is enough..I don't know what happens in the future,you don't know that too..A piece of you now is enough..a piece of you that i love.Love enough to say my future is bright..i don't know what the future will bring but i am pretty sure now that its going to be wonderful.I will be better..I will fulfill my dreams.I sure want you to be by my side and hold your hand..And say "baby,look at me,i did well" but if not..Like you said awhile ago,if i bumped into you and you have someone new,I'll just smile and say "hi.i did well and guess what,i tasted the best fries here in Amsterdam because of you."

You need not to worry if you will hurt me I LOVE YOU.I AM NOT LIKE THE OTHERS IN YOUR PAST.always remember one thing..You and i are FRIENDS..we started that way.REAL FRIENDS DON'T HURT ONE ANOTHER.If one changes..the other UNDERSTANDS.i will always understand..Even when you said a while ago that you will cut me off entirely,i will still understand..because loving is understanding and loving is wishing only happiness for one another..The wind may blow in different direction but i want you to know A PIECE OF YOU IS ENOUGH AND A WHOLE OF ME WILL ALWAYS BE HERE,HERE TO WISH YOU NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE HAPPY..ALWAYS..

I love you,a piece of you is enough..knowing you is are enough.

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