You look at me with love shining through the blue,

your stare lingers when I part ways with your eyes,
and you don’t have a clue.

you couldn’t possibly see me internally cry
but I try,
I try to make you see
being yours is all I‘m truly longing to be.

Your scent left traces,
clung onto all possible spaces.

I’m still in awe,
though you left hours ago,
attaching me slowly,
a feeling so raw.

My face melting into the pillow you laid on,
recalling the sweater you wore,
on which I secretly prayed on,
in silence,
in your arms.

How the flames flicker,
flicker high,
and once they die,
so does the sweet feeling of bliss,
fading,
leaving a trace of smoke,
something bitter,
bitter cold.

I remember you playing with my hair,
no comment,
no laughter.

It wasn't the usual way friends do it.

You looked at me with admiration,
with love,
playing with my hair with no explanation.

I am on my knees begging for your mercy.
Lend me the sword you carry in your words and let me finish the deed myself, if you can’t find the strength to do it on your own.

Let me die with broken dreams but don’t let me hang onto impossibility

If loving you means leaving,
you shall detach the very last bit of me thats left from yourself,
throw it far away,
let it loose its flavor,
for the rest of me is already turned to dust in your favor.

Take me away,
carry me to a different universe all at once.
I devote every atom of my existence to you.

Take me somewhere you could feel comfortable enough to love me,
some place where people around are invisible,

our love is invincible.