Casper Lee Harvey

Casper Lee Harvey Jul 2014

We all deal with pain
Some more than others
There are many ways to deal with this pain
People like me keep it all inside
Until one day it all comes out
In an explosion of anger and sadness
Sometimes it gets so bad I feel insane
My mind plays tricks on me
I feel emotions that aren't real
I hate things for no reason
Why the **** can't I just get over these feelings
I sit here angry at the world
I'm ******* ****** that I feel this way
And I'm even more ****** that others feel the same
So someone please tell me
WHY

I wrote this really late at night in a fit of anger so it isn't that great but I thought it was worth sharing =P

#anger #pain #rage

Casper Lee Harvey Apr 2014

Unspoken

I leave these words unspoken
Because I fear what you would think
If I just said these words aloud
I fear that everything may change
I fear that this life I love so much may vanish
And I will be empty again
Those feelings I once felt will creep back into my life
Leaving me lonely and helpless
That pain of feeling so empty will overcome me
Leaving me weakened and pathetic
So I'll keep these words to myself
And maybe I won't have to feel
The lonely again

Casper Lee Harvey Jan 2014

Why Can't I Change These Things?

If I could
I would go back in time
Go back to when things were fine between us
Because those days I was content with life
But the distance has severed our bond
For I no longer see you
I fear I won't again
If I could
I would go back in time
Go back and tell you how I really felt
Instead of hiding from the truth
Why didn't I tell you
Was I afraid
If I could
I would go back in time
Go back before you left me here in this hell
Before you left to start a new life
But you had no choice
So I can't blame you
But if I could
If I could...

Casper Lee Harvey Jan 2014

Alone

It's raining again
My body shakes from the cold
The wind is silent
But it remains
The world is dim
Nothing left in this world
Alone
I sit and think
Alone
You were once here with me
But you're long gone
What am I living for?
For it seems I've been
Alone
For so long
Should I give up
Or is there something worth living for?
My friends
They try to tell me
That life will get better
Some days it seems they are right
But it's nights like these
When I'm all
Alone
Nothing seems okay
Nothing is worth living for
When I realize you are gone
When I realize I'm
*Alone

Casper Lee Harvey Dec 2013

True Beauty

Since the time I looked into your eyes,
Nothing has been the same.
Such beauty can not be explained with mere words,
But she does not see the truth.
She does not know just how precious she is,
Nor does she know how much I adore her.
But like I said, it can not be put into words,
I only hope I might show her the truth.
I hope that I might open her eyes,
So that she can see the truth for herself.
Maybe I can make her believe,
In the beauty I see.

— The End —