acidic

acidic May 2014

Have you any idea the **** I've been through
The feelings I harbour
My pain would ****
To you im but a shadow
Always there
Taken for granted
But always there
You will never know what I've done
What I'm all about and
There's nothing you can do to fix me
Like a broken plate
Broken heart
I'm only a person in your life if you need me
Use me
Im alone
Used
Sad
Simple
Crazy

acidic Aug 2013

What is gay?

"What is gay?
Same *** love.
Why is it illegal?
Its not right.
Why?
Uhm."
Bunch of stereotypes.
Right Wing Conservatives think its a decision.
Can be cured with religion.
Does it matter who we love? Its about being with the ones we hold closest to our hearts and being with them because it makes us happy.
I'm not gay, I just think we should treat the ones that are equally.
"If I was gay, I'd think hip hop hates me. Have you seen the youtube comments lately? 'Man that's gay' gets dropped on the daily. We become so numb to what we're saying"

acidic Aug 2013

ow.

I don't think all this pain is good for me
******' up my hands punching walls.
Razor Blades to my skin
Its not good.
"A world so hateful someone would rather die then be who they are"
"A happy ending be slitting my throat"
You thought your jokes were funny
When I used to run away with tears rushing down my face, it was 'funny'
Now I stand here ready to kick the chair,
When I stop and think
"Wait"
Who needs 'em.
Bunch of insecure ******* trying to make themselves look good.
I say stay strong, **** bullies and be with people who accept you for who you are and don't give a **** what other people think.
Thank you *******.
You helped me see the light.
Long Live.

acidic Aug 2013

Music

With out music, what am I?
I am nothing.
Its my gateway, my release from all this pain.
It consumes me and my mind.
Music is your only friend forever. Why?
It doesn't lie.
It doesn't hurt.
It doesn't back stab.
All it does is play its beat and stays true.
Forever.
Music,
I love you.

acidic Aug 2013

fake smiles.

I stand here, thinking, what happened?
I mean, it all started off so well, I had no problems.
And here I am, wanting to just fall flat on my face, and never get up again.
I listened to advice, none of which worked.
So why even try?
When no one actually cares.
**** this.
**** that.
**** him.
**** her.
**** everyone.
**** everything.
Welcome to my life.
*****.

acidic Aug 2013

If Only Love.

If only love was easy.
If only I could understand it.
If only I could find the 'one'
The one that so many speak of.
If only love didn't ****.
And after much fighting and termoil
I see
Love *****

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