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Cody Jon Feb 8
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I never feel the right emotions when people want me to.
Stressful.
It's like being deaf and trying to understand someone screaming at you.
I can't read lips.
Useless.
an excerpt of how I'm feeling recently..
Cody Jon Jan 24
My thoughts
They are messed up
or
Am I messed up?
Say anything please, anything at all.
I just want to hear a familiar voice
I also want to know what's out there
Will you please talk to me?
Will you just give me one moment?
And then I promise, you can go
Until then your voice... will suffice
I don’t understand human needs
I never have
I didn't choose this
It’s as if they’ve chosen me all along
You chose me
You would never say though, would you?
You keep your thoughts inside that mind
How do you have the mental capacity?
Messy thoughts
It won’t let those thoughts out.
You’re guarded, why are you guarded?
Who made you suffer?
Made you the way you are...
Because even though it aches, it made you
so beautiful
Flawless, without effort
If you knew me before everything.
If we were together in another life.
My lips sewn shut, my hands bound
And my thoughts are disoriented.
A current excerpt of how I'm feeling right now.
Cody Jon Jan 8
I don't know what it is about you
That makes me want to move
Mountains
We can climb it together
I hope the feelings mirror
You are so many things
Best of all
Is your personality
I think I'm falling
But if I do
Please catch me

C. H.
Cody Jon Jan 8
is laying in bed 'til 2 p.m.
thinking about everything else
that you could be doing
and
forgetting
everything
you
know

C.H.

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