so you think you really think the world cares? you're a tiny speck a small thing and you still think that you're special when there are so many more little specks on the earth just like you? what is your problem? cant you see you're just like me, and that your words are meaningless to me?
I tried to die wanted it yet he came he yelled he told me off yet he didn't sugarcoat it. He didn't get sweet he didnt get sappy no 'you deserve to live a long life' or 'youll be missed if you do' or any of that. he gave it to me straight and gave me the cold hard truth and yet that helped more than anything else. sweets just aren't for me, i suppose.
flesh over fat no muscle built up and down the stairs huffing gasping for breath after only going up then down twice. silly girl! don't quit now! soon they will all adore if you just keep away from the kitchen. now hurry! mother will be here to pick you up soon get back on those stairs!
packets of crisps empty not even crumbs are left the cookie jar is empty and that jug of sweet tea washed it all down so it could come up easy so it could come up into the toilet it goes along with my fear.
A glance out a window every time I raise up up into the air from the ground; a single push up one after another thin. thinner. keep going til your lungs hurt and your back bruises and then do some more. Why am I set to self destruct??
Dead on the block Dead on the block you told him "no" You told him to stop but did he listen? No he did not That's why that kid is dead on the block. He was fightin' a fight that ain't mean to be fought And he realised a while ago he'd already lost He had tried to long to hide feelings he'd caught But he wanted it all to just ******* stop.