I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel scared
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel sad
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel angry
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel stuck

I want to drag myself over the trenches
I want to push myself through the rain
I want to force my eyes upon the good things in life
I want to fly myself to the future

This is what's keeping me back. Me.
And I intend to change that,
one change at a time.

I want to beat my own mind.

when the answer to every thought is
"what does it matter"
and the scary thing is
it's not like depression makes you think so
it's just that you have to think long enough

I feel like a ripple in an ocean
but when I'm with you
I feel like a crashing wave