I am surrounded
by people are can drink
all of their problems away.

And all I want to do,
is drink.

Because if they drink
all of their problems away,
why shouldn't I be allowed
to drink you away.

because you're always on my mind
but am I ever even on yours?

Ever since she left
I look around
and all I see
is this so called
"love"
the idea
of love, really

because love
is not willing to die
for someone
love,
is willing to live

love is not
willing to take that bullet for someone,
giving your life for theirs
no.
love
is willing to keep living
after they take that bullet for you

and that is the problem
with our society,
everyone is too eager to die
and not enough,
to live.

everywhere
around me
all I hear
and all I see
is this so called
“love"

and I can’t help
but to think
why
can’t I
have any of it?

I asked her why
We were still friends
and she said
You're an amazing friend
I can't explain it

but she also said
You're just my friend

You're

Just

My

**Friend

This life never gives me a break,
It keeps on throwing challenges at me.

It seems like no one else has this problem,
Yet I know every one does.

I want a life that is easy,
Yet I want to be strong.

I want to be alone,
Yet I don't want to be lonely.

Oh don't worry they say,
Everything's gonna be okay they scream.

But nobody.

Nobody

Sees.

Me.

Drowning.

Life is a story,
Worth telling

Life is a story,
Worth sharing

Life is a story,
Worth experiencing

So don't back down now

Don't slice with the metal,
Of Death

Don't eat the pill,
Of Death

Don't pull the rope,
Of Death

Take it all in,
And toughen up

This Life wasn't meant,
For you to give up

This Life wasn't meant,
For you to shy away

This Life was meant,
For you to go out and share it.

Let's go.

And there she was
Standing in the sun

And there she was
With blue eyes

And there she was
Looking at her friends

And here I am again
Standing here in awe

And here I am again
Thinking,
I love her.