I don't ask this always To everyone. I mean Of course it's tiring if it's just Small talk that ends up in Nothing. But yknow Some people you just Click with immediately and Others you just Fall head over heels for? No? Oh sorry — But hello, it's me, that Socially awkward creature you Decided to talk to Out of the blue who Happened to be in the Same tutorial and who's fallen — Well, what I mean is Would you like to be friends? Because, I don't know, I would but I don't know if you'd Like to be friends with Someone like Me.
You're really cool.
Making friends in uni is hard, Especially when you've Accidentally fallen in love first.
Just a glimpse of you Stops me breathing. Just a touch and you've Got me squealing. Just a voice message and I've replayed it over and over, Each time still Breaking into a ****** grin. You make me So happy.
I remember today Where you laid your head, I felt the initial shock And then the fizzle. I remember heaving a deep sigh yet Trying not to laugh too hard. I remember how you Inched your body closer, briefly Caressing mine but This all means nothing to you. This is nice vibes. This is a friendly gesture. This is too much for me. I remember as the bus Turned round the corner to Reach your stop, I didn't want you to go. I wanted to feel that touch just a Little longer. The touch that Means nothing to you, but Everything to me.
It was a complete privilege to be Completely enraptured by you. Perhaps, someday, hopefully when I'm still available We might cross paths again and You would've changed. Maybe someday your heart would Ache for me too, as mine does for yours And you would come calling for me. Then I would turn around, smiling widely, My heart stopped yet beating wildly. I would wrap you up in open arms, Kiss you on the cheek, Grinning that you've finally come around.
Till then, I shall wait here in Silence and darkness, with myself and Only myself.
I'd almost let slip from my tongue today An odd little "dear" mid-sentence. Then I typed myself backwards and Rolled it all back, For you cannot know, You must not know, Though I'd wish you'd know, Or we might not even be Friends.
You lit up my world like a Quick strike of a match, Illuminating everything yet Fast consuming anything. I can't believe I fell so fast Again and so I Watch from afar The still singeing debris. At the core of it Lies your crumpled blackened body, Poised perfectly to a Tempting degree.
I don't think you quite get how much I Smile when I see your face, and so It broke me when I saw you with his.