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Apr 2019 · 260
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I feel like I'm drowning
Sinking to the bottom
Of the ocean
To heavy to stay a float
Screaming for help
My words drowning me
Panic shoots through my body
As I realize no one can save me
I'm fighting to stay a float
Tiring myself out
I'm dying faster
The more I struggle to stay alive
I'm killing myself trying to save myself
Dec 2018 · 449
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When we met I didn't know you were hiding behind a disguise
There was something dark deep inside
When I met the real you there was no turning back
I was in love with your disguise
Dec 2018 · 365
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The pain
Still lingers
It bubbles up inside
And out my eyes
Pouring down my cheeks
Aching the empty space in my chest
The left over memories
Overwhelming my mind
And takes my breath
Oct 2018 · 343
The boy with the drugs
I never got addicted to the drugs
Every time I snorted it
And felt the burn
the foggiest that over took my mind
It wasn't the drugs
It was the boy that introduced me
That was my addiction
My downward spiral
That's where I lost myself
In his arms
I craved his lips
Not his pills
I wanted his love
Not his drugs
Aug 2018 · 342
Hurricane
I'm crumbling
Underneath all this pain
Like a historical building
After a hurricane
The devastation so dramatic
It's hard to rebuild
What you destroyed
Your words hit me
Like 150 miles per hour wind
Salty tears like ocean water
Taking over everything
Your hatred drowns me
My life completely changed
You destroyed something beautiful
In the matter of minutes
Aug 2018 · 971
Addiction
If I were a little white pill
You'd search for me
If I were something you could snort
You'd pay attention to me
If I were a drug dealer
You'd never leave me alone
If my lips were a crack pipe
Your lips would always crave me
But I'm not any of those things
I'm just a girl that loved you
And that wasn't enough for you
Aug 2018 · 214
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I Stopped loving you today
I Replayed all the memories
Confronted all the pain
With rain falling down
I let you go
And Found the parts
I had lost while loving you
Aug 2018 · 207
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You say I'm stuck in the past
But the past is the only place we existed in
There never was a future
You Abandoned me
Left me with nothing but memories
I wanted a future
I had it planned
I dreamed a life with you
One that you never wanted
You weren't capable of it
You say it's not your fault
I didn't want what you could give me
But what you gave me was nothing
And I wanted something
Something besides nothing
You can't blame me for that
Jul 2018 · 381
Survivor
I've got a scar for every memory
Etched up and down my thighs
A different story on each wrist
A reminder of all the pain
I've endured through the years
Written all over my body
I used to regret it
But now I embrace it
Because I'm a survivor
Jul 2018 · 596
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You can't blame me for what you've done
I can't help you pushed me away
I can't help you traveled miles away from my heart
I can't help the journey I had to take
To make my way back from your mistakes
You don't know the roads I've traveled
The tears I've cried the scars I've earned
The battles I've battled because of you
You don't know my story because you never tried
You can't expect me to feel the same after everything
Jul 2018 · 2.2k
Just because I'm a girl
Just because I'm pretty
Doesn't mean I deserve it
Just because im drunk
Doesn't mean I asked for it
Just because your attracted
Doesn't mean you can have
Just because The clothes I wear show my body
Doesn't mean you have access
Just because I'm a girl
Doesn't mean I'm less than
I'm not a toy
I'm not a object
I'm someone's daughter
Someone's sister
Someone's friend
I'm a person
With feelings
I'm someone
Apr 2018 · 221
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The moment I fell in love with you
I didn't land on my feet
I landed on my heart
I fell and I fell hard
Unable to catch myself
And when I landed
You werent there to catch me
Mar 2018 · 202
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Though Years have passed
I still visit you in memory
Your voice plays over and over
Like a old favorite song
It takes me back to a time long gone
Mar 2018 · 189
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You were like a disease
You infected my blood
And made me weak
No matter what i try
I couldn't get over you
Jan 2018 · 215
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You asked me if I thought about you
And I lied and said I hadn't
I wanted to scream
Because all Id done
Was think about you
In my sleep
While I eat
In the shower
On my knees crying
Smoking a cigarette you guessed it thinking about you
Sep 2017 · 289
To much
You take and take from me
Never realizing what your really taking
You carelessly take pieces
Never knowing if you keep taking
There won't be anything left
And when you run out of things to take
There won't be anything left of me
Aug 2017 · 277
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When Everything's quiet
My thoughts are the loudest
In this darkness
I ponder my mistakes
I feel like I'm running
From everything that's hiding
Deep inside
Aug 2017 · 239
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Everything's quiet
My thoughts are the loudest
In this meadow of darkness
I ponder my mistakes
I feel like I'm running
From everything that's hiding
Deep inside
Apr 2017 · 524
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What if I told you that girl over there.
Yeah the one you just complimented on how skinny she's gotten.
What if I told you that that girl is starving.
Starving in so many ways.
Yes she is hungry. In the literal way and metaphorical way.
She is starving but it goes deeper than that.
She wants to be seen. She wants love. She wants life.
She wants happiness. She wants to be pretty. She wants the things you do.
Hell she doesnt know what it is she wants anymore.
Maybe she is just like you in away.
She cant even pinpoint when she decided this for herself.
Maybe it was the first compliment. The first time a guy looked at her.
The first time someone told her she was pretty.
She wanted to be prettier skinnier better.
She doesnt even realize she is living in hell, or maybe she does and doesnt care.
She wants all these things that much. That she doesnt care.
And you are "feeding" into that with every compliment, every look and every word.
She has made herself weak. Weak in so may ways.
Mentally and physically. Now look again. You see it now. Dont you?
You see the circles the tiredness in her eyes.
Now look again you see the sad the hurt and the pain.
Now look again you see that she is me. Now look again she could easily be you.
Mar 2017 · 757
Running away
I'm running away
From my mistakes
I dont have to explain
Why I cant stay
I'm running away
From the tears I shed
The pain I felt when you left
I'm running away
And in the past you'll stay
Dec 2016 · 738
Your life before me
I don't know where you've been
And I can only imagine
Your soul is lost
Heart as cold as ice
When was the moment
You turned into such a tortured soul
What made you so cold
When did your heart break
Who let you down
So bad you broke
Where was I
When you had no one
Why didn't I know you then
Dec 2016 · 588
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Go find another broken girl
And then break her even more
Leave her in more pieces than before
She will never know what hit her
Broken was how you met me
And broken is how you left me
When you should of mended me
You could of been my knight in shining armor
Instead you turned into my enemy trying to **** me
Dec 2016 · 357
Stupid
I hate that you've ruined my love for you
That you took something so good and made it painful
I feel betrayed by you
This is stupid
Dec 2016 · 302
Thoughts
Someone should of told me
When I met you
That in the end
I'd be left with a broken heart
Empty space in my heart
Someone should of told me
I'd be torn apart
Nov 2016 · 282
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When your heart breaks
It breaks
It's gut wrenching pain
You lose apart of yourself
You will never get back
But in the end
You are who you're meant to be
Nov 2016 · 801
Drugs
You were dead when I met you
The person I met was just a ghost
What you turned to,to take away your pain
Took your soul
Your living as a empty shell
I kissed the lips of a corpse that night
I can't help but think
If I would of met you before the drugs did
That I could of saved you
You died the first time snorting it
The pain of it running down
Was your soul dying
When you felt yourself slipping away
From your problems
You never came back
Nov 2016 · 249
Memories
The memories we made
Is what made me stay
I've realize that no matter how long I stay
There won't be anymore good memories
All we're doing is contaminating the old ones
I don't want to remember you as pain
What were doing now is disgusting
There's a girl with sad eyes
And a cigarette between her lips
She's thinking about old memories
Finding there's more pain than happiness within
So she sits there smoking her cigarette
With sad eyes and a broken heart
Nov 2016 · 338
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The scars on my heart doesnt make me weak it means my heart has been in love before
Oct 2016 · 317
When
When will my eyes run out of tears
My heart no longer be filled with pain
When will my eyes no longer long for your face
My mind stop racing with old memories
When will I let you go
Oct 2016 · 198
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We were two completely different characters
From different story's
We were never meant to meet
But we wrote our ownstory
Now I know to never do that again
You belong in your world and I belong in mine
Oct 2016 · 367
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There's a beginning a middle and a end
You weren't in my beginning
I don't know if you will be in my end
But oh the middle was so sweet
Where my heart bubbled with love
My soul was made new
And there I grew
I wrote a story I shouldn't of wrote
Met a character I shouldn't of met
Known a face I shouldnt of known
Felt at home where I shouldn't of been
Thought I was safe when I never was
Fell in love with a heart that was cold
Made soul mates with a shadow
Gave my heart to a empty shelf
All because your lips hit my lips like pen to paper
Oct 2016 · 715
Recipe for a mess
Frozen insides
Blue eyes mixed with sad
Empty heart
Fast mind
Emotions running fast
Sensitive soul
Blank stare
Depression all around
Tear stained cheeks
Oct 2016 · 262
I'm fine
I say I'm fine
But inside my heart is breaking
At night I lay in bed crying
Tears so strong I feel like Im shaking
When will this end and I be whole again
Oct 2016 · 750
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I see my reflection in the mirror
Sad eyes that doesn't look like mine
Tear stained cheeks
Pain seeping through my skin
A fake smile on my face
The girl looking back at me
Isn't who I used to be
You can almost see her heart breaking
If you look closely you can see her soul shaking
You can almost hear her screaming inside
Aug 2016 · 698
Stay
The girl that loved you is gone
The love she had for you will forever stay in her heart
She wants to hold on
She can't let go
She wants you to simply kiss her lips
And tell her to stay
She doesn't want you to beg
She just wants you to ask
Aug 2016 · 183
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I can't promise forever
I am drifting away
Into infinity
My heart is so far away
What we had is lost
Aug 2016 · 151
The man
I stayed and stayed
Searching for the man I fell in love with
I couldnt find him anywhere in you
Because you never was the man I thought you were
Aug 2016 · 594
The girl
The girl that loved you is gone
You pushed her away
And left her to many times
You let her down
I don't think she will ever be back
We lost her a long time ago
Jul 2016 · 226
Worn out pages
Our story is
Worn out pages
Untold chapters
Covered in tear stains
It tells the story of pain and heartbreak
With a beginning and a middle
But written without a ending
Jul 2016 · 226
Last breathe
Thoughts of you gasping for your last breath
I couldn't imagine the world without you
A place where you don't exist
The end of you
I don't want to know that pain
I couldnt even imagine it
Jul 2016 · 201
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You feel like your in my past
I talk about you as a memory
I feel in my bones this is the end
The last memory I have
Is the last one I'll ever have of us
If I knew it was the last I would of paid more attention
Remembered every word of it
Every touch
Traced your face until it was burned in my memory
The last memory we had together is lost
Jul 2016 · 233
Ghost
There's a emptiness
Where my heart should be
There's a ghost haunting my memories
He comes late at night
I can almost feel his lips against mine
His face is blurry
His voice is muted
But I know it's you
Am I a ghost to you or am I just dead
Do I visit you or am I something that never crosses your mind
Jul 2016 · 494
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The girl that's heart is broken
Isn't the girl she used to be
She's bitter and bruised
Her hearts like a puzzle
And He took half the pieces
She has to live without out them
As she learns how to live without him
Jul 2016 · 198
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I think it's about time
To let you go
While there is still good memories
We share
Words thrown like knifes
Like we're at war with our words
Wounding each other's hearts
Like soldiers in a battle field
She was innocent
Never had her heart broken
He made tears flow from her eyes
And kept air from her lungs
She made her mistakes
In the past
But she doesn't deserve this pain
She feels like she is dying
And apart of her is
Who she was will always be his
The girl she is now will never be his
Jul 2016 · 237
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I want you to listen to me and hear me
I want you to look at me and actually see me
Jul 2016 · 216
Wasting time
We're wasting time
Holding on to one another
It's time to let go
It's time for me to heal
One day you'll miss me
And I won't be here
It's time you feel your heart break
It's time you shed a tear
So you'll think twice before doing it again
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