I like my body when it's without your body.
It feels longer, stronger.
More complete.
I am not trying to compete to be the object of your affection anymore.
I am more than just your cutlery or the metal albums you hoard.
When I roar: The ground shakes beneath the feet I once thought needed to be so small.
I can call on my inner strength.
I’m renewed and rejuvenated

I’ve debated going back to you, fighting to get with you.
But you’d never go to war for me.
I see now that there is a sea that separates us
How little there was keeping us
Together, so I let her.
Be the boundary between us.
(She deserves better.)
But you broke us. Bent me backwards. (Buried me beneath sand.)
Now I stand on it: I heated my grave make glass, I thought we’d last.

But we’re passed now and I prefer my body; when it’s without your body.
It’s longer, stronger and more powerful.
I was a prologue to a burning book.
A shattered tea cup.
I like my body when it’s without your body.
Because it’s mine.

If you wanna know whats wrong with me,
just ask my Mom,
*she'll tell you that I'm perfectly fine

All I needed was someone to listen
*and you couldn't even do THAT

I wish the mind was as self-healing as the **body

I'm writing myself into my own little horror movie
             One where all of my victims are **myself

You don't get to hurt me and then judge the way I respond.

with no way out, and a long way down
everybody needs someone around.