You live in memories
that dance along my ribs,
twist around my lungs and
swim in my veins.
I feel you like scars,
carved deep into my skin with
hurt and hope.


Sometimes I think you can hear me,
when it's 3:57am and the oceans between us are here
in my heart.
You have become my
blood
bones
breath -

I have to tear myself apart
to let you go.

you're everywhere
you're everything
you're in my mind in my heart in my eyes in the way i breathe
you're the first thought when i wake up in the morning
you're the breezy spring air and the way the sun bleeds colours into the world every time it leaves
you're the sad melodies that hit you in all right places
you're the darkness that grips me every time the lights are off
you're the aching in my bones when i'm too far away from home
you're the pieces of myself that i give away to other people
you're the melancholy in empty dark roads
you're the metaphor used to describe self destruction
you're in my veins
you're on my neck
you're in my eyes in my mind you're every single ******* breath i take
you're everywhere
you're everything in me
you've become a part of me i can't cut away
but i'll keep trying
I'll tear my skin apart if it means getting rid of every single thing you consist of
even if it means losing myself, i'll risk losing myself to lose you.

you were the last
bird of summer

the golds of the
sun melted as you flew

wrapped to an oak-washed
sky, that slowly unravelled

you were my love
and i loved you with every

soft breath of my soul.

I don't know where I'll be
In 4 years,
But I hope it's somewhere beautiful
And with you.
I don't know where I'll be
In 3 years,
But I hope it's staring at the stars
And with you.
I don't know where I'll be
In 2 months,
But I hope it's on a park bench
And with you.

I don't know where I'll be
In 1 day,
But I hope it's somewhere beautiful
And with you.

                  t.s.

I want to feel your name burning in my head
I want to write your initials all over the page
I want to curl up next to you at night
I want to fall asleep to your voice
And wake up to your eyes
I want to go everywhere with you
I want to tell you everything that amuses me
I want to touch your lips and watch you tremble
I want to dance with you to the soft drone of Twenty One Pilots
And smoke until we don't feel bitter
I want to acknowledge all the good we had
I want to go on forever with you too
I want to share my food and tears with you
I want to see you grow like roses
And be the person you've always wanted to be