Hindi porket hindi ko sinabing mahal pa kita
Wala na akong nararamdaman
Pwede naman kasing hindi lang ako sumagot
Dahil ayoko ng balikan ang nakaraan

Sa paningin ko'y ika'y parang santo
At ako nama'y parang g*go
Na palaging hinahanap ang mga ngiti sa mukha mo
Masulyapan ka lamang
Masaya na ako
Ngunit pagkatapos ay babalik din
ang sakit sa aking puso
Wala akong magawa kundi masaktan at magtiis
Kaya ako ngayo'y puno na lamang ng hinagpis
Oo late na ako, nasa piling ka na ngayon
Ng isang taong mahalaga rin sa buhay ko
Kaya kahit anong pilit ko
Hindi magkakaroon ng "tayo"

Sa simula pa lang hindi ko naman ginusto
Na muling tumibok ang aking puso
Dahil takot akong maranasan mo
Ang mga pagkukulang at sakit
Na sinapit ng taong dating minahal ko

Hindi ko naman sinasabing uulitin ko
Ang mga pagkakamaling iyon
Hindi lang mawaglit sa aking isip na
"Paano kung magkulang na naman ako?"

Teka, bakit ba ako nag-iisip pa?
E may mahal ka na namang iba
Sige, hanggang dito na lang ako
Titigil na ako, masaya naman na kayo
Tutal bawal naman "tayo"
Uupo na lang ako

Sa tuwing makikita ko
Ang mga ngiti mo
Wari ko'y matutumba ako
Lagi ka na lang pinagmamasdan
Mula dito sa malayo

Tumitingin...
Tumititig...
Basta masulyapan ka lamang
Masaya na ako

Nagtitiis...
Nag-aabang...
Nagbabakasakaling ikaw din ay mapatingin

Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako kasaya
Kapag nakikita kita
Ayos lang kahit na may kasama kang iba
Alam ko namang wala akong pag-asa
Kaya dito na lang ako sa malayo
Pagmamasdan ang mga ngiti mo

Magtitiis...
Mag-aabang...
Magbabakasakaling ako rin ay makikita mo

The first time I saw you
I knew right then,
That we were made for each other
That I can tell

After a long wait
Finally we became together
And in my heart I knew
That we were made for each other

Years have passed and we both stepped into a whole new world
But then something changed inside me & you
We might not have admitted it at the time
But I know you felt it too

With all my heart, I have loved you
And until now, we both know that I still do
Yet still I feel more in love with your memory
Than the one staring right in front of me

I know you would never end this
Because of the unending love you always give
But I know you've been hurting
Just as much as I am bleeding
So I have to do the right thing
And end the pain we're both feeling

After that, I thought to myself
If being happy is all I hope you'll be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

I cannot move
Unable to break free
From these chains that I am bound
I thought they are the ones who tied me
But the truth is I was the one who caused this difficulty

In every second, I feel stuck
In every minute, I feel f*cked up
In every hour, I feel sorry and
In every day, I just want to be happy

It feels like being stuck in a pit
Unable to do anything but scream or just sit
I want to climb up the ladder and get out
But there's always something that drags me down

Sometimes I can't put these thoughts in my head
Into words so I can describe the feelings that I've felt
Because it is easier to argue with yourself
Rather than to explain it to someone else who you just know cannot help
But still I'm thankful that they are there
Because I know that somehow they care

Home is the loveliest and most marvelous place
yet, at times
It can be the most agonizing and harrowing place to be at