My First Post. Let Me Know What You Think.


It was all a game
Didn't matter did it?
Bout fortune or fame
your tricks and your lies didn't fit
no matter how hard i tried
to not believe
to late my heart was fried
i screamed get out and leave

out the door you went
babe the time wasn't well spent
i'll never get it back
**** you did was ******* wack
how do i rebuild my life
without you my love my wife
people say life will go on
but i met, then my life was gone

so now here i go
taking two steps forward
not for anyone, will i stoop so low
everyone new i meet, i'll be straightforward
don't buy me a drink
i'll be dead in a wink
i shot it dropped it smoked it
i saw what i did
so i up and quit it
i capped that chapter of my life with a lid

Bret.

Go!!

I try to forget too many things
Think I can fly but I have no wings
It was a time of uncertainty
So I begged for a guilty plea

Thought I'd get the bare minimum
Maybe just pay some hefty sum
But no, got both sum and cell time
I can do the time, can't pay a dime

It was something I shouldn't have touched
So mad so rushed
Who knew I could cause a death
I didnt up until your last breath

Of  ones cold warm skin
My only issue was I didn't win

A fresh start would be useful
More like very needed to me
So God just please set me free
These past months have been awful

So let's break away from each others grasp
Start a future forget the the past
Leave it all behind
Maybe now I can start to unwind

It was something I shouldn't have touched
So mad so rushed
Who knew I could cause a death
I didn't up till your last breath

Of ones cold warm skin
My only issue was I didn't win

I step out a brand new man
If I wanted, I could have ran
Outside seems different
But right now that's all irrelevent

I visit your tombstone
I'm sorry I left you all alone
I'm sorry I took your life
I know if you were here now, you'd be my wife

I ask was it to much?
A regular death, a death by the touch
Of me.

I only remember being hurt
Can't recall what it was worth
Could something have happened?
That made you disappear

Turn around and come back
Your love is what I lack
Making sense of what is left
You stole my heart, you ******* theft

Someone mentioned you to me
It reminded me of when it was we
So I'm wondering if you are fine
Wishing our lives were still entwine

I coped with it every day
Each time a different way
Think of a feeling, I felt it
Each one making me feel like ****

I should have gotten over you
Still longing to hear you say I love you to
I couldn't shake that empty feeling
For your forgiveness, I'm ever waiting

Someone mentioned you to me
It reminded me of when it was we
So I'm wondering, if you are fine
Wishing our lives were still entwine

Fake. is your greatest attribute.
Real. is your greatest weakness.**

You. look and wave at goes right by.
You. will do it forever, no matter what it is.

Only. someone can change you.
Only. i've decided to give up.

I'm. sorry if nobody else will.
I'm. not really in a position to care.

Your. love is what i crave for.
Your. love is what i do not need.

I. turn to walk away.
I. reluctantly don't.

Chances. are few and far between.
Chances. are what you have run out of.

So. tell me why do this.
So. tell me why i love you.

Red blood seeping down the walls and pooling all over the pearl white floor.  

Finally unleashing a scream boiled inside, which pierces the air with an unmatched fury.

A menacing growl with every rev of its engine, an Audi R8 proves to be an evil on the road.

A fish has a slight taste of salt and cyanide, the poison killing millions without a look from the government.

Avenged Sevenfold’s Nightmare album, proving that even the happiest moment in your life. Can be a nightmare.

Barry Bonds, Roger Clemens, Mark Maquire, diminishing baseball’s glory with steroids.

The turmoil surrounding the government of Somalia and the pirates corrupting the country each and every day.

The unbearable scent of sulfur, burning the nostrils of your nose with every intake of air.

The lighting strike and the thunder crack.

Hell.