i saw you today
i have some things to say

the sight of you still
makes me grow weak
and i know i say i hate you
but it's not the truth, so to speak

you made me angry
you made me sad
you made me jealous
but you weren't all bad

i lie in bed next to her
as she sleeps.
but i cannot sleep,
for her breathing is too precious
to miss.
i lie in bed next to her
as she sleeps.
but i cannot sleep,
for her peaceful face is too beautiful
to miss.
i lie in bed next to her,
as she sleeps.
and i grow tired.

your taste still lingers on my tongue
i wish for you before the sun
i didn't mean to make you cry
i'll wait for you until i die.

you let me here to think
in my apartment alone and weak
i never got to ask you why
i never got the chance to speak

loving you was contagious
and i was extremely ill.
but i'm better now,
i'll be okay, i will.