I'm lonesome
In the way you don't care
With your greenscreen
And perfectly styled hair

It must be hard
To start a restaurant with your other half
It's harder to sit back
And watch the way you could've made them laugh

But maybe this is a new leaf,
A beginning of sorts

I treated you like ****
So I don't expect you to care

Maybe this is me toasting to the end
And I regret never taking
Better chances at what I had

Because you're gorgeous
And it ******* hurts

I'll drink
To the sunrise
And kiss goodbye
To your face
Because everything
Comes back to you
And I wish
I could start over
But there isn't
Anything left to say

So I'll cheers to
The best of me
Left on a shelf and
Everything I wish
I could've done right

It isn't who I am
And you don't want to
Know the real me
So I'll say goodbye
Because everything
Comes back to you

My bones
Are a collection
Of everything I am
A liar and a cheater,
The manipulator and faker

The salt in the wound,
The after party experience
The losr one you don't remember

My bones
Are filled with
What you think of me
And every little thing
You heard of me

But break your bones,
Color outside the box
Get to know me

I used to be those things
Now I am me