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Oct 2022 · 197
almost never
Joyce Sayson Oct 2022
this would be the final moment
that i would gonna cry so loud
am i so worthless?
i should really listen to myself
if i have to return back time
i wish i could love myself more.
May 2020 · 82
no chance
Joyce Sayson May 2020
still mesmerized about that night,
you still have that sweetest smile,
i wish i can hug you so tight,
even if i'm not the one you chose.
May 2020 · 66
tape 14
Joyce Sayson May 2020
i really thought about this.
it wasn't a joke anymore.
maybe this time,
my life is worthless.
May 2020 · 68
too late
Joyce Sayson May 2020
it wasn't a good night,
that was a ******* nightmare.
it made me the truest monster,
in my innermost pure heart.
left me untamed for a long time.
Sep 2019 · 188
fallacy
Joyce Sayson Sep 2019
this would be the worst
of the best day i ever had.
got my happiness
from the most lonely mood i ever felt.
i'm still glad,
even though i'm crying right now.
Sep 2019 · 148
kinda lonely
Joyce Sayson Sep 2019
the wind goes wild,
silence kills me.
let me know,
if you'll come back.
Aug 2019 · 112
reset mode
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
i don't know how to end things right,
if we drifted apart,
i don't know how to restart
my mind without your heart.
Aug 2019 · 110
i need u
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
this will be the last time i'll be posting something,
so keep reading on this poem,
let me tell you something important,
something that would even change your mind,
something that would force you to say, "I wouldn't leave.",
so here it goes.
Aug 2019 · 297
today's lie
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
i might say,
everything's gonna be okay,
not today,
but someday.
Aug 2019 · 96
Repeat
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
I love you.
Please let me say this to you clearly,
and I'd rather stay with you all night.
I really miss our conversations.
Every time I see you,
Every time you smile at me,
Those days were the most unique ones.
I wish you're sincere to me,
Every moment you say "I miss you."
I wish we had another chance,
Even if we already had our own lives.
To my unlucky one.

(Read the poem again from the last line up to the first.)
Aug 2019 · 271
11:00PM
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
at the end of the day,
we're still together.
at the end of this day,
i still love you.
Aug 2019 · 172
Ninth Street
Joyce Sayson Aug 2019
You were the one,
"were",
I left it all on our past memories.
The moments we had,
Unrequited love, I guess.
We met at the wrong time,
Wrong situation,
Turns out that we had each other's lives.
I let you walk away,
And find your own happiness,
Do you find it sincere?
Have you already catch that spark?
I hope you're nodding with those thoughts,
Saying "I'm totally fine."
Because the hidden fact with that,
I'm still here waiting for you to be noticed.
Sooner or later,
I'll let the rain wash away my hope.

— The End —