birdy

birdy May 2022

I loved her.
Treating her criticism like law,
fixing every 'flaw'.
I grew in captivity --- fast.
Now all I can remember is the scars I've amassed.

#stockholmsyndrome #toxic #toxicaffection

birdy May 2022

a smile --- like a star
fools only from afar

#pretending #star #toxicmasculinity #boyscry

birdy May 2022

Strong

O man of might
O man of mirror
how does one
****** their fear?

#afraid #fear #strong

birdy May 2022

If words could describe - only
how the heart
the heart is lonely

birdy May 2022

Knife

Mind trembling at the thought of life,
why live if one's to live in strife?

#suicide #life #thoughts #morals

birdy Apr 2022

she left me for dead,
her words slitting skin
her careful eye drawing blood.

#bully #suicidal #selfharm #bodyimage

birdy Apr 2022

Window

is but a frame,
one that leads to places you cannot be
hanging them above you--
but just to see.
the window is my enemy.

#school #class #bored