they never tell you
just how terrifying
nothing is.
when you long
for pain because
the, at least,
you wouldn't be numb.
how you long to cry.
you will the tear,
but they will not come
and so you are trapped
but unable to feel,
making it impossible to escape.

the higher you float,
the further you fall.
would it not be better
never to float at all?

SNAP!
the final thread.


i am no more

if only i could sleep
forever, never to wake,
then, i could find peace

what do you do
when the monster is you?

i fear not the monsters under my bed
but rather, those inside my head.