You were so hurt
You couldn't believe
The things that I went through
You blamed yourself
For not being there
To protect me from it
How do you think I feel?
I had to endure it
Why do you think
I'm backing away
From the world around me?
You couldn't bare
The thought of such a thing
How do you think I feel?
The images
Burned inside my brain
You worry about
How disgusted they are
How do you think I feel?

That little girl
That sits alone
Is so afraid
To go back home

That little boy
That seems okay
Is breaking down
More and more each day

That young man
That lives on the street
Ran away from home
Because he was tired of being beat

Every ones got a story
Try not to judge
The life they have
Is because of a past
They have overcome

If I lose you
I'll be nothing
If I hold on
I'll have something
But only if I have you in my life

If I walk away
I'll be stronger
If I just let you go
I'll be in pain in no longer

If I move on
I'll be better
If I finally leave you
I'll be greater

If I let you go
I'll be happier
If I push you away
I'll put down my barrier
But only If I let you go

i'm begging Agony
to let go of me
leave me
let me be
please, i cant see
someone heal me
revive me
i'm drowning
so alone, so helpless
******, Pain, i shan't forget this
but i bet that
i'll forget that
i basically asked for this
to have to sit and reminisce
litterally begged for it
gotta have someone to miss
i had to want to be loved by
someone who was gonna leave without a goodbye
not a tear, no, he did not cry
this i know
but he had to go
NO AGONY DON'T-

im almost gone
wasting away
completely alone...

tick tock
hands spinning around a clock
tick tock
will thIs day ever stop
pushing at me
getting at me
trying to make me see...
I don't want to see...
How bored
I really am.

As she sits alone
Her tears run down
Her saddened face
She is truly lonely
Alone in life
Always alone
She stops
And listens
To the wind blowing
It blows her her
He truly love's you
And shall always
Be with you
Never alone
I'm always with you
I'm here inside
Your warm heart
Forever you shall
Never be alone
Forever together
Inside your
Beating heart.

Where do i belong?
in this cold dark world
she wonders as her arms slowly curl

Where do i belong?
in this unhappy place
she asks as she cries to the sky

Where do i belong?
in this miserable life
she cries ,to the beating heart, she holds inside

Where do i belong?
in this facade of emotions
she asks the mirror on the wall

Where do i belong?
in this terrifying mind
she wonders as she imagines her future

Where do i belong?
in this awful illusion
she imagines as she ends
the future of the unknown

Your bright smile would truly brighten up any man's saddened lonely old heart as I feel saddened I look at your bright smile and suddenly my heart smiles for the first time ever my saddened heart smiles its your true beauty who has made my heart smile no other beautiful bright could ever cheer up my saddened heart your smile has truly touched my saddened lonely heart.

I know you're gone
And you can't live on
But some nights i wonder
If you ever really left

I know you're there
And i know you can hear me
But every day i question
If you really still care

I know I miss you
And there's nothing i can do
But I keep wondering
If this was all a huge mistake

I know you love me
And that's plan to see
But I ask myself all the time
If you know what i know
That you were and are
Everything i would ever need