The nippiness outside sends shivers down my spine  
The remote look of this street is pale yet so fine
From the smell of the fire place
To the way the wind bites my face.
Some people are discouraged to walk outside and it be so low
Others like to just feel it blow
I however love to stand outside and see it grow
Although their are many reasons to have a passion for winter
The unsurpassed reason is having that special person to hold
Warmth of their body mixed with the eagerness of yours make the best sequence.
afterward when the aroma of the outside has become to abundant
You decided to work your way inside to begin a fire of your own with your lad
light the fire and watch it intensify
You grab a blanket out of the pouch
As you and your other half embrace each other on the couch  
You wrap up tight with the feeling of the fire...feels so divine
from the way he holds you to the way you collapse in his arms and cuddle.
Both feeling so sincere and deep
jointly you cant help but fall asleep
Wrapped up tight staying out of the winter night
Collected in each others support
while you drift off into another place with a glowing smile on your face
before you let yourself fall into complete slumber
you peak your eye open to make sure hes content
kiss on the forehead you know that it is meant..
closing your eye you dream..
Winter is started all over again in its grand scheme
You have an everlasting love for winter
We make a great unit...its just started
until its time for it to halt you will never be parted

to fall asleep with the one your falling for
is something that is to be adored
when you wake up to roll over and see the sun shining on his face
there isn't a better place
you wait to make sure hes alright
then you hear a sigh
your world is perfect with every blink of an eye
you feel his hand slowly rub your thigh
you know everything is at ease
you like the tease
then after a gentle kiss to say "good morning"
you roll out of bed
you shower and get dressed
to look your best
this feeling is the best because you know you are blessed
slowly walk into the kitchen to surprise him with breakfast in bed
your going to be late but you don't care
you get it all ready and bring it in the room
he is astounded and put its aside
"it cant wait" mutter from his soft lips
you stand there while he grabs your hips
you lean down
he pulls you in
you know where each other has been
with the food getting cold
you guys dont care if it goes old
you just want to hold each other
your sold
your with this guy till you grow old
as you lay  down back to stage one
he shines brighter than the sun
you tell him you have to leave  
he gets up with grieve
you walk to the door, hes standing there your stuff ready to go
you cant wait to see this grow.
you give him a hug and kiss
and leave in such bliss.
start your car and be on your way
you look over and see something astray
its a little note saying...
"have a great day'
makes you smile while you put in your pocket
he makes fly so high like a rocket
you like him and cant wait...
to see where this goes it could be fate.

as it spins round
people gather with out a frown
some people up some people down
i bow down to the one with the crown
for it is  holy and worshiped from all over town
some watch i just stand astounded
standing here lost
while other people know what it cost
your soul, life, future
i have no idea what it is but it ties me together like a suture does a wound
do i like it?
it sticks to me like glue
who is person you talk about of out of the blew
is it like the sun or is like dew?
the view cuts me deep the deeper the brew
no one knew
should i stay or should i slew
my heart bleeds out for answers with every passing day
wishing  someone would come my way
just like a beautiful sunset on a gorgeous bay
i think i believe
or  do i need to leave
who is the one people say they worship and why dont i feel the same
i hate but i love when they say his name
maybe i am too tame
or they are just lame
but they are the one to blame
they are the one bowing down to the picture in the frame
i restrain myself and walk away
to my dismay
i leave
it felt like an attack
i do believe but not in that
i shall never look back.

I  have never felt this before
This feeling makes my heart soar
I never believed this could happen to me
Hes amazing and makes me feel so free
I have seen this in fairy tales and read it in books
Who would of known it only took one quick look
The feeling you see is hard to describe
It just gives off this kind of vibe
It makes my legs feel weak i can hardly speak
My heart flutters and my whole body is relaxed
With every sound, touch, move,breath it cant be maxed
See what i thought could never happen or be felt
what i gave up on, now makes me melt
I knew this was out there but didn't believe it was true
Its as gentle and pure as the winter wind that blew
He makes me believe again and want to be a better person
I feel like i can take over the world
He makes me laugh and so care free
with him i can be me
He knows just what to say and how to say it
Every night i pray
I thank God for putting such a incredible guy in my life
Because of him
there is no need to mope i know have new hope
who would of known  that it would lead to this
and cause so much bliss
All started with one simple "hello" followed later with a kiss
i can see everything now its all in plain view
i want to thank you Ryan
I cant wait to see this trough
where this will go neither of us know
lets just sit back and enjoy the show.

when i finally talked to him
i had to stop because i thought it was to good to be true
he liked me and i didn't have a clue
I'm glad i found out because now everything is coming true
the more i got to know him the more my crush grew
we weren't ever in a rush
then it happened with just a brush
it was so powerful and strong
it was like nothing could go wrong
we were singing our on own little song
hes so passionate and sweet it was so long
i love the way he makes my heart beat so fast
i want this to last
he gets me and understands my past
we have a blast and it all happens so fast
who would of known it would be so right
hes my knight
from the way he touches my face his fingers so light
the way we kiss it just feels so right
he can excite me with just one bite
he stole my heart that night
everything feels just right
i can finally sleep tonight
i can stop the fight
hes in he broke through my shell
where this will go only time will tell

i hate nights  
i  hate the fight and this town
its coming from all around
while im stuck in a room to hear the sounds
hes going crazy again
its so hard to contain myself
so i just stair at the shelf
its one thing to focus on while he goes on and on
i hear him
hes yelling and messing with something
but to me its nothing its normal
im scared
i remember the love we once shared
maybe one day it will come back
living homeless  would be better then love that lacks
but for now as i lay here listening to the noise
praying that one day i can enjoy life
but untill then im stuck in this room
listening to this gloom
one day it will change while i fall asleep
counting sheep goodnight word
maybe one day one day this will change and nothing will be heard

a decent room with a lot of stuff  and a nice size bed
i can hear every noise inside my head
the girl in this room is my best friend to the bitter end
shes simple, unique and very sweet
she can sweep someone off there feet
she cares so much but sometimes can loose touch
i see her deep down and know her every frown
this girl can make me smile to the very end and pick me up when im down
most people don't see what i see and that's how great she is
she has her flaws but everyone does
i like to pause and think back to how lost i was before she came back
she came in and brushed my back made me feel whole again
shes my rock a roll
shes knows deep down in my soul
shes my best friend
its the way it will be till the very end