A letter to the girl who was mine:
I love you so
But sometimes in love
You’ll have to see them go.
I didn’t realise then,
but my heart was always glass,
now shattered and heartbroken,
shards unchanging as the days pass.
Without you I’m a plant
ripped raw from its ***
Roots outstretched for its holder
Longing for what was
But even if I wait
For hours or even days
I know you’re never-
-coming back to me again.
Dear girl who was mine
To forget us is a battle
I overdose on my medicine
Trying to heal, how do I settle?
Without you I am like a shirt
-without sleeves
Cure me of this  
this.. monstrosity
I didn’t realise then
But you were my pillar
Even then,
Pillars can be smashed
A pillar of sugar
Dear girl who was mine:
I love you so.
Even… even
if you don’t.