I really dont know
How i feel at all, but i
Want to feel loved please.

The sun is coming up so big and bright and bold that it feels like I could just reach out and grab it and put it in my pocket for later. I'm pretty sure I'm going to need it later.

I think he took his sun away for good. I tried to keep his sun shining. I tried so hard to keep it lit. But no matter how hard I stoked the fire, he kept me in the dark.

Somehow, I got so busy sustaining his solar energy that I didn't notice my own sun going out. His appeared so bright that I forgot I needed the warmth of my own. I don't know how long it will take my sun to heat up again.

Now it's as if I'm stumbling around a dark house during a power outage, searching for the emergency flashlight and hoping the batteries aren't as dead as we are. I think he used it last, and he never puts things back the way he found them. Good thing I grabbed the sun this morning and put it in my pocket for later.

She sleeps in his arms
Away from fire of agony
Trapped in his love cage
Suffocating little bird
Blindfolded by his dreams
A prisoner of his words

Scars filled bodies
Wounded hearts
And empty souls.
But don't spread your hands
In front of someone
Because that is only going to get you more pain and longing hours.
Go back to
Where you came from
That's your cage
Your corner
That's where you belong.

I do have some darkness

Covered in the shade of goodness

I only aim to minimize or pacify

The darkness within me.

My thoughts sometime give

Birth to the darkest fears.

Even I see my myself as a Villain in mirror

So, I always try to escape from my reflections

And wanted to be human as I was when am asleep

Even in the thoughts if I hate someone

Yes, then am not a complete human

But, a demon in disguise of human

Only when I am asleep I feel like human

Otherwise I try to control my inner darkness

My eyelids are heavy ,So is my heart .
Never knew we would fall apart .All these moments ,
all these laughs How could you walk on a separate path ???
I was there in your thick and thin , don't forget as i was your sin.
I'm drowning in this ocean of thoughts.
Come save me before i die .

In dying trees I see rebirth
In a loser I see one who can finish first
In places I've never been
I see places I can get to know
Unknown chapters
Is where my optimism wants to go.

Is it too much
To appreciate the unappreciated
To hold the un-held
To replace pain with love  
And succeed with all cards dealt

I hold dear,
to things too small to see
I believe,
in things too strange to conceive

I place my hands around wounds to heal,
I simply feel for those who cannot feel.

I undergo the struggles within every soul
If only it lead them to their biggest goal

I make the rules to use this plan
I just might be an Optimistic Man