Sorry For texting you, for bugging you, for annoying you. for thinking of you day and night. by being clingy and possessive. for staying by your side every time you push me away. Sorry I get worried about you. for needing your attention, for being needy to you. Sorry for loving you. I'm very sorry... I can't unlove you.
I woke up one day saying, "I'm tired" tired of waiting for you to come back, tired of loving you know you don't love me anymore, tired of whispering I miss you so much. I just realized one day... that I want to be happy too just like you. With her. because waiting for you is like wishing to fly in the sky without wings. "Impossible." Loving you still is too much. No, it's not too much. It's foolishness. I can't pretend anymore. I'm tired of crying every night. I'm tired of believing myself that you will come back to me anytime. I'm tired of saying I miss you. I'm tired of loving you. I want to be happy too.
Palalayain na kita Mahal. Malaya ka na mula sa hawlang magkasabay nating binuo noong mga panahong ako pa ang kasama mo. Palalayain na kita, mula sa mga ala-alang matagal ding nanahan sa aking isipan. Nakulong. Nakulong ako sa mga pangako **** akong lang. Ako lang ang mahal mo at wala ng iba. Kinulong. Kinulong ko ang sarili ko sa iyo. Sinarado ang pintuan ng puso upang walang makapasok na iba sapagkat ang tanging kagustuhan ko lamang ay tayong dalawa. Ngunit tila ang pintuan ng iyong puso ay naiwang nakabukas dahilan kung bakit may nakapasok na iba. Lumaban, Lumaban ka ngunit sa huli ay sumuko ka rin. Nilabanan ko ang lahat ng sakit para sa iyo sa kagustuhang maibalik ang dati sa atin resulta ng pagkakakulong mo sa puso kong punong puno ng sakit at pait. Pinapalaya na kita dahil sa bawat araw na wala ka sa aking tabi kahit sa aking ang iyong pag uwi ay ramdam kong ayaw mo na. Hindi ka na masaya. Matagal rin akong nanahimik kahit masakit. Pero, huli na ito. Tama na. Nasasaktan ka na. Pero mas nasasaktan mo na ako. Hindi ko na kaya. Sobra na. Sobra na ang sakit ng ginawa **** pag papalaya sa mga pangako **** parang ibon mo lang ay kung paliparin. Ayoko na. Masakit na. Kaya Mahal, palalayain na kita. Hindi dahil hindi kita mahal, kundi kailangan kong mahalin ang sarili ko dahil ubos na ubos na ako. Mahal na mahal kita, pero tama na. Ang sakit sakit na. Malaya ka na.
First time ko gumawa ng tagalaog na tula. Kaya libre lait. hahaha!
Why do we need to fall for someone knowing they can't catch us? Why do we need to hold on for something even they're destined to let them go? Why is it temporary? Why not make it permanent? I wish I never met him. I wish I never love him. I shouldn't have let the bones outgrown. I shouldn't let myself fall.
Anyways I wrote this cuz I saw someone commented in some page. I can relate in every word she dropped. It was too painful and heartbreaking and we have the same thoughts. until now I have so many unanswered questions on my mind. **** regrets.
See you with her, made me realize that I'm not your special girl anymore. See you hold hands with her made me think that it was my hand you're holding before. That hug of yours that once to be my home, that laugh that once we shared together and, you that once to be mine. See you happy with her... that way I can convince myself that I'm no longer the love of your life anymore. I'm no longer the reason behind your fast heart beating and that way I can convince myself to accept the fact that I could never be in that place that I used to be. I'm now letting you go. Believe me, I love you. But I guess, she can love you more.
I miss your kiss, Your sweetest kiss, Your deep kisses. Your kiss that made from the heart. I miss it! Every time you brush your lips into mine, I feel like cloud nine. I miss your kiss, the way you move your mouth into my neck and bit my collarbone... it really sends me shivers. I miss your kiss, Your passionate kiss that made me drown. I miss your kiss, The intensity of your kiss that made me dizzy. I miss your lips, the lips that I've always wanted to taste. Your kiss... Yes, your kiss is my heaven.
A girl as small as a violet A girl who moves like a flower’s petal She attracts me with a force greater than her mass Now, I am like Newton’s apple Rolled and fell toward her unstoppably With a thump, a thump
My heart Keeps bouncing between the sky and the ground It was my first love.
Ps. This is written by a Korean Poet named Kim In-yook. I knew the poem because of the Korean Drama titled "Goblin" or "The Goblin's Bride" it was a hit Drama in Asia. So if you are curious of what the drama is, just watch it. Thank you. PPS. I just posted this here to share it to you. and Again, Kamsahamnida! :) ♥
Kaya pala ayaw na akong pansinin, Kaya pala bigla na lang ako sineen, Kaya pala hindi nya na binabasa mga mensahe ko para sa kanya. Kaya pala pakiramdam ko ayaw nya na ako kausap. Kaya pala pakiramdam ko ayaw nya na sa akin, Kaya pala bigla syang nanlamig, Kaya pala balewala na ako. Kaya pala kinalimutan na ako. Kaya pala.. Kaya pala.. Kasi may bago ka na. Haha Tangina.
Dedicated to Jayvee Vallejos. How are you, my Kurimaw? Been wanting to **** you all this time. :)
If it was for you I could pretend that I was happy even if I was sad If it was for you I could pretend that I was strong even if I was hurt Wishing that love is perfect as itself Wishing all my weakness can be hidden In a dream where nothing worked out for me I raised a flower that couldn't bloom I raised a flower that's couldn't bloom in a dream that can't come true
This is an English translation of a song lyrics titled *Fake Love* of a Korean Boy Band BTS. Try to listen to it and to their songs they are so meaningful. Also, they have a lot of songs that can make people relate not just about loving someone but also about loving ourselves.
Our meeting is like a mathematical formula Commandments of religion, providence of the universe; The evidence of destiny given to me You're the source of my dream Take it, take it My hand reaching out to you is my chosen fate. Don't worry, love None of this is a coincidence We're totally different, baby Because we're the two who found our destiny From the day of the universe's creation and beyond Through the infinite centuries and beyond In the previous life and maybe the next too We're eternally together
Once Again, this is a song lyric from BTS titled DNA. Please try to watch and listen to it. Thank you! :* #BangtanSonyeondan #kimtaehyung #jeonjungkook
"In the cold rain, I shiver at the thought that maybe I can have anything I want in this world except her. Never her. Even when it's so close... even when I touched it. Even when I can almost taste it."
Good morning! This is from the POV of one of my favorite story. I post this *** it hits me real hard. PS. It's a man's POV. hehe
My memories with you... I buried it thousands of feet, yet I still remember everything. But it's okay I will soon get over of it. I will soon forget about you. If the both of you deserves each other, then I too deserve so much more.
You inspire me in everything you do. I don't know why I fall for you... It's just that one day, biglang hinahanap hanap ko na yung presensya mo. Yung ikaw na lagi ang gusto kong makatabi sa Van. Yung ikaw na lang ang kukuha ng bayad ko. Hopefully. I'd like to playback the time where our hands touched and yung isang buong oras na mag katabi tayong dalawa. Sana maulit ulit. I would trade anything for that one moment.
To: Mr. KSP. This love note was written a year ago.
Kasi gusto ko. Kasi mahal ko. Kahit na alam ko sa sarili ko na higit pa rito ang pagmamahal na deserve ko, nag stay ako kasi kuntento ako. Kuntento siya sa ano ang kayang ibigay ko sakanya. Kuntento ako sa bagay na kung ano lang ang ibigay niya. Kahit masakit, kahit nawawala na minsan ang kilig. Kahit na hindi na nagiging masaya. Kahit madalas nag kakaproblema. Pinanindigan ko yung salitang binitawan ko sakanya na Mahal ko siya. Kahit na minsan nararamdaman ko na yung pagod at gustuhin ko na lang na sumuko na, pinipili ko parin na mag pahinga. Kahit minsan nakakasawa na pipiliin ko na lang na bumalik sa umpisa at isipin na siya yung paborito kong tao sa mundo, bakit ako magsasawa? Kahit na mag bago siya, sasabayan ko na lang yung pag babago niya. Aaminin ko na madalas kong naiisip na sana hindi na lang siya ang pinili ko. Na nag sisisi ako kung bakit ko pinili na patawarin siya ng paulit ulit pero sa huli narerealize ko, ako nga pinatawad niya ng maraming beses mag mula sa immature kong ugali ako pa kaya? ako na lagi niyang iniintindi sa lahat ng moodswings ko, siya pa kaya?