Imprisoned in abyss,
I was clueless that you will exist.

Life is incomplete,
I prayed for a love that is true and deep.

Treated by the world differently,
You showed me love and became my epiphany.

It is euphoria that I feel
Because I know our love is genuine and real.

𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞,
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞.

𝐆𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐯𝐞,
𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐬,
𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞.

𝐎𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐰𝐧,
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘣𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘴.
𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥.
𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘵𝘩, 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘻𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩.

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭.
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦.
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴, 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘴.

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴,
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘵.

𝘚𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘔𝘺 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦.
𝘈𝘥𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘏𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘝𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦’𝘴 𝘋𝘢𝘺.
𝘐 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘠𝘰𝘶.

Hold me like you’ll never let go of me.
Need me like you’ll never leave me.
Want me like you’ll never want nobody.
Love me like you’ve never loved anybody.

You were the person who crashed my wall.
The person who made me weak and fall.

You taught me to believe and love myself more.
To be patient, happy, and broken no more.

Because of you, I saw my future again.
The future I thought I will never see again.

You are God's gift to me.
A gift that will guide and make me feel free.

Perhaps you were only God's instrument.
An instrument that will make me seek Him and save me from sin’s imprisonment.

And perhaps we were only meant to cross each other's path.
Only destined to meet but never meant to be together.

Soon you will meet that person who will hold you on your depth of despair.

Soon you will meet that person who will hate hurting your heart.

Soon you will meet that person who will take care of your heart because he knows how damaged you were.

And soon you will meet that person who you truly deserve.

You will meet him. Trust me. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve.

Praying for other people, but I forgot to pray for myself more.
Loving other people, but I forgot to love myself more.
Listening to other people, but no one dares to listen to me too.
Saving other people, but no one dares to save me too.

𝙱𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎, 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜, 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚘𝚕, 𝚌𝚒𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛, 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚛.

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚐 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎. 𝙱𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕, 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝙷𝚒𝚖. 𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟾 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚙𝚒𝚙𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚢. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚔𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚘𝚝, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝙷𝚒𝚖. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗. 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠.

𝙸𝚏 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚐𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎, 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚞𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝. 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐.

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞,
𝟐𝟓-𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫-𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞

You met me, I met you.
We shared our stories.
We laughed.
We cried.
We were always there for each other.
You learned about my demons.
You said you wanted to save me.
I told you I don’t need to be saved or fixed.
I just want you to be there while I save myself.
You made me feel wanted and needed.
You said you are not gonna leave me no matter what.
You said you are willing to love me, I just need to let you in.
And so I break my walls.

Baby, you saw me.
You saw through the facade.
You saw how empy I was.
You saw how much pain I was enduring.
You saw my demons.
You tried.
You tried to endure it too.
And I will not blame you if you got tired.
I will not blame you for walking out.
I will not blame you.
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for loving me.
Perhaps, I was only bound to be alone after all.
I will never forget you.
I will never forget everything.
And in the end, we were only strangers who know everything about each other.
I love you, I always will.
Goodbye, my love.