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avenjoe Aug 2020
another day, another play

another game, another fame

another hate, another fate

another step you take, another trace i'll stake
avenjoe Aug 2020
You came when I limped and lost direction
Stuttered as if all of this was fake
When the lantern of life no longer illuminates
Under the moon that only reminds me of a warm memory

Then the touch came as if finding a speck of light in the darkness
Guided me through all the memory gates that have ever been engraved in my mind
That's where I fell asleep to the beauty
Lulled leaving the earth until I reached a point of belief

For a moment I was lulled, that's where this self was dropped
You are not a light, but only an illusion that comes to refract this pain
Instantly all of that disappeared, only leaving an impression on the heart
Which may not be easily erased

You're not the one who guides me through the memory gates
Thank you for taking me further wandering in memory
Just go, in the deepest recesses of my heart I forgive
There was never love, but stories
i been through hard times lately
avenjoe Aug 2020
I said "I don't know whether i've been good enough for you or not
Cause i'm a little bit unsure, i feel like i've kneel and bent to you
And i don't know that touch you gave me was a real love or not
Cause i feel it wasn't like you did to other
And i'm a little bit saddened"

Honey please stay, this ain't over
Please not now, i still need your presence around
We might change baby, together
And we just might feel everything's alright

I wanna get rid of you
I'm surely will
I wanna break this kind of love
I'm surely will

I said "i don't know why you wouldn't put feelings on me
Like it's harm to do and a little bit gone too far
And i don't know why you couldn't stay with me
You couldn't ease me when life gets darker and messy
And i'm a little bit devastated"

Hands on me tightly
Well, soothe my mind baby
I know i ain't your lover
At least, say nice things to me

I wanna get rid of you
I'm surely will
I wanna break this kind of love
I'm surely will
avenjoe Aug 2020
Way is getting blackened
Darkness is all it's rise
Stopped, jammed, tucked you into something
Memories stay, smirks as it's summoned from hell

Wandering time, where have you been all these times
Reminiscent, is all what it means
Wage war against yourself
It's crystal clear

Chains on you getting tighten up
Break away, you'll grow to loathe memory
Exit awaits, show me the sign of victory
Mark my words, believe your soul lives on
avenjoe Aug 2020
Cut out the lights, you don't need any
Lights are fading away, it shines elsewhere
Grace, you've been put out from grace
Dishonesty, you're granted from it

Got yourself stood in the edge about to slips away
Cliff, opening it's way, channel you to seventh level of contrition
Awaiting the hour of reprisal
Left you in your own misery

Reverend, reverend
Is this a conspiracy?
Your whole life is a conspiracy
Crucified for no sins

No mercy on you
No revenge beneath you
Nothing new for you to see
Blood stream down from the lacerated sky

As its marches you to the purgatory
Boisterous sounds going on
Reminiscing the sworn you've had
It's where you're ascended from now on

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