3/11

"You're the best thing to ever happen to me," you say, as you beat me until I can take no more.  
"I love you more than life," you say, as you press a burning pan to my exposed skin.
"I would die without you," you say, as you hold my head under water until I'm no longer breathing.

2/27

Things feel a lot less hopeful without (you) around.
I feel as if there's nothing (left)
And the worse part of it is when you walked out the door you didn't give (me) a second glance.


(I) try my best to forget about all the times we had, because they were all lies.
The (love) I thought we had was never real, was it?
In time I'll forget, but I'll always regret (you).

2/26

I know that we don't actually feel emotion in our hearts
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I call you and you don't answer.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I see you with her and you look at her the way you used to look at me.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I find old pictures of us and remember the time when we were happy (you were happy with me, remember?)
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I realize that you're not mine anymore and you probably never were.
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking when I spend my time crying and missing you while you forget me.
I know that we don't actually feel emotion in our hearts
But it sure as hell feels like my heart is breaking
Without you.

2/24

Sometimes I feel like I'm just not meant to be loved.

2/3

The world moves at an alarmingly pace, but I am in slow motion.
My mind races, but my body barely has the energy to move at all.
I am stuck in the middle of a progressive world, but my life does not move forward.
How do I speed up and match those around me?
How do I move (on) with life?

9/22

While I was at home writing your name all over my notebook, you were at some party tracing the same sweet nothings on girls' tongues.
While I was in bed at night calling to see if you were awake, you were in bed with some girl whose name happened to escape you when you got caught.
While my hand was grasping for yours as we walked down the street, you were on the prowl for yet another girl who "meant nothing".
I gave you everything and you took it all with no return.
I guess now I can say lesson learned.

9/10

I could take medication to rid myself of this pain and feel a synthetic happy but I want to feel it because it shows just how much I love you and that I ******* hate myself for leaving and that I'm not the same without you.
I'm not the same without you.