I can feel it getting tighter
It's strangling me
My heart racing
I thought this was gone
I was done with this
I guess not
Someone help me
There's so much blood
This is not what I wanted
I just wanted it gone
If I think harder do I burn more calories
Does being hot or cold burn more calories
Silent night time exercise
how many calories in
how many calories did Auschwitz prisoners eat
is diy liposuction possible
what body parts can you live without
could they have poured calories in this water
how to give myself the flu
can thinking about food make you fat
how much does a finger weigh
please don't hate or make fun of me for the things I have wondered. I am mean enough to myself.
rip off all my skin
2. stop, just stop
3. ask for help
4. never talk to anyone ever again
5. go far away and never come back
6. never eat again
7. eat ******* everything
8. lay in the snow, in a swimsuit
9. stop being so ******* dramatic
10. you should just disappear already
Im not doing ok
I havent washed my hair
since last Sunday
I've worn these clothes
For the past 3 days
Just about killed myself
But like nothing is really wrong
Im just ******* depressed
And I don’t know how to get out of it
I almost asked someone how
I know if I need more help
Instead I typed a paragraph about
Why they matter and
Need to put themselves first
It is true that not all who wander are lost
But it is also true that
Not all who are lost want to be found
Or maybe I’m I just don’t think I deserve to be found
I feel to lost to be found
I am too far away from who you think I am
That if you knew
I would be a stranger to you
Can we talk about the word trigger
Because people are dumb
Teenagers say they are triggered when
They don’t want to write a paper
They miss a goal in soccer
They drop their phone
That is called being annoyed or disappointed
That is not triggered
A trigger is an emotional allergy
Some that triggers distress or panic
A trigger is loud noises cause a panic attack
Hey dysphoric trans girl,
I see you.
Your outfit is really cute today.
And I'm really proud of you for getting
Our of bed with such grace.
The weight of dysphoria is heavy
Let me carry it with you.
You're essential to the world we live in.
You're more than a trending topic.
Your bodies existence is a radical act
And it's survival is worthy of celebration
Being able to still be disappointed
Means you are engaged in your life.
You are an active player.
Every part of you is a girl.
Especially the part you don’t like today.
Your voice, hands, and feet are feminine
What else could they be
A dysphoric trans boy