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Sep 2014 · 428
"For The 8th Month"
Arcassin B Sep 2014
by Arcassin Burnham




calling her that night,
i was in a dangerous place,
couldnt take the heat that long,
sweat pouring down my face,

i feel like i lost half of me tonight,
i got a feeling,
i got a feeling,
and after 8 months,
you think i would cry,
i bet im willing,
i bet im willing,

learning nothing in this life is continued,
unless you do it right,
you could have swore hoped and prayed,
that you could make it right,

i feel like i lost half of me tonight,
i got a feeling,
i got a feeling,
and after 8 months,
you think i would cry,
i bet im willing,
i bet im willing.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/09/03for-8th-month-e-x-s-mini-ep.html
Sep 2014 · 900
"Wall Of Lights"
Arcassin B Sep 2014
by Arcassin Burnham





....and every night in her room,
all i can remember,
was the christmas lights,
with the loads of pictures taped,
and the desktop that nobody had any business using,
can it be another form of their choosing?

video cam chats,
stuff all on the floor,
that we use to play on,
with the banging of the doors,
and the commotion that nobody needed to hear,
when your in my arms you have no fear.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/09/02wall-of-lights-e-x-s-mini-ep.html
Sep 2014 · 374
"Melissa"
Arcassin B Sep 2014
by Arcassin Burnham




met through my cousin and my sister,
to know,
it was i,
to be her mister,
never doubted her for who she really was,
but,
it was really stupid what happen to us,
i could never change who i was then,
ya know with all suicide and bullying,
and for that i treated her unfair,
wishing everynight,
to feel my fingers through her hair,
i swear to god,
and the heavens,
i didnt mean to lead her on,
but at the time i needed love,
man , i wasnt really that strong,
came over some nights,
met up with her family,
the suspicion that they mite,
that they may have doubted me as the enemy,
started going places together in the fall,
to be with her every second,
i swear i had it all,
use to go to her house,
everyday we went to school,
to get rid of the illusion,
of having on these shoes,
or wearing this jacket,
or wearing these pants,
things they would make sly remarks to,
but if youre reading this,
i never meant to hurt you,
i just hated myself,
for being who i was to you,
not knowing myself.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/09/01-melissa-e-x-s-mini-ep.html
Sep 2014 · 327
"SHE WAS 3" (edited)
Arcassin B Sep 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




maybe i was wrong once before,

maybe i was wrong once before but,
she was,
the only thing to keep me from going insane,
i fly near the night,
telling myself,
what more can i gain,
to think it would ever change,
the heartaches and the pain,
and people forget your name,
but she didnt,
learning all the secrets,
and the foul plays,
with all the cruel intentions,
from the south,
it stays,
remember when i told you that i was a shy kid,
remember that the only thing i was,
was quiet,
remembering all the stupid stuff i did,
and when i did it ,
you were still there,
smooching and planting kisses,
you very ******,
and couldnt tell anyone about it,
if your not anymore,
i really doubt it.



when i met you,
my heart was beating like drums,
and when i met you,
kisses deeper than it was,
you made me,
flee every scene,
just to meet you,
i swear to the lord,
that i wouldnt never leave you,
very loyal,
you were,
love cross the stars and the earth,
and the rhymes that i made for you,
reading wouldnt hurt,
remembering you changed my mind on alot of things,
when i didnt believe,
i saw the light,
you bring,
and when the sun is down,
neon lights are my passion,
wishing i could have the power,
to be in your position,
under your bed,
in your closet,
under your sheets,
in your bathroom,
reading the diary,
saying i was sweet,
but not knowing they will be ripped out soon,
and i hate it,
maybe i was wrong once before,
this feeling cant be shaked,
but its something i just cant ignore,



guess my prediction,
was right,
she called me on the phone,
and said she was done,
without saying goodbye,
plots been thickening,
the whole entire time,
too bad for suspense,
when you fall out of line,
i mean,
a few arguments here and there,
wouldnt be worth anyones time,
but the thing you have to see is,
you were out of line,
said some things you shouldnt have said,
leaving her crying out,
walk out the door,
and think you have it all figured out,
put your insecurities behind,
lead a new chapter,
will it all be the same,
like it really matters,
i told her it was all because im not satisfied,
what kinda drugs that i was on,
telling her that lie,
but she still cries,
and i still lie,
its like were not,
in love alot,
shes talks to me,
as if shes not,
and i dont care,
im all i got,
is she keeps screaming at the top of her lungs,
breaking my eardrums,
so away,
i run,


if it wasnt for me,
she wouldnt be like this,
what does a man have to do,
to get one more kiss,


if it wasnt for me,
she wouldnt be like this,
what does a man have to do,
to get one more kiss,

she was
she was
she was,

Part 3 should have been the understatement,
of what love is,
you shouldnt play with feelings,
you work so bad to get,
some people say this alot,
if the shoe fits,
what ever floats your boat,
or a hit-or-miss,
a mister should always have a miss,
forever love will survive,
if noones alone like this,

She was
She Was,
SHE WAS.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/09/she-was-3-mastered-version.html
Sep 2014 · 678
"SHE WAS 3"
Arcassin B Sep 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



maybe i was wrong once before,

maybe i was wrong once before but,
she was,
the only thing to keep me from going insane,
i fly near the night,
telling myself,
what more can i gain,
to think it would ever change,
the heartaches and the pain,
and people forget your name,
but she didnt,
learning all the secrets,
and the foul plays,
with all the cruel intentions,
from the south,
it stays,
remember when i told you that i was a shy kid,
remember that the only thing i was,
was quiet,
remembering all the stupid stuff i did,
and when i did it ,
you were still there,
smooching and planting kisses,
you very ******,
and couldnt tell anyone about it,
if your not anymore,
i really doubt it.

when i met you,
my heart was beating like drums,
and when i met you,
kisses deeper than it was,
you made me,
flee every scene,
just to meet you,
i swear to the lord,
that i wouldnt never leave you,
very loyal,
you were,
love cross the stars and the earth,
and the rhymes that i made for you,
reading wouldnt hurt,
remembering you changed my mind on alot of things,
when i didnt believe,
i saw the light,
you bring,
and when the sun is down,
neon lights are my passion,
wishing i could have the power,
to be in your position,
under your bed,
in your closet,
under your sheets,
in your bathroom,
reading the diary,
saying i was sweet,
but not knowing they will ripped out soon,
and i hate it,
maybe i was wrong once before,
this feeling cant be shaked,
but its something i just cant ignore,

guess my prediction,
was right,
she called me on the phone,
and said she was done,
without saying goodbye,
plots been thickening,
the whole entire time,
too bad for suspense,
when you fall out of line,
i mean,
a few arguments here and there,
wouldnt be worth anyones time,
but the thing you have to see is,
you were out of line,
said some things you shouldnt have said,
leaving her crying out,
walk out the door,
and think you have it all figured out,
put your insecurities behind,
lead a new chapter,
will it all be the same,
like it really matters,
i told her it was all because im not satisfied,
what kinda drugs that i was on,
telling her that lie,
but she still cries,
and i still lie,
its like were not,
in love alot,
shes talks to me,
as if shes not,
and i dont care,
im all i got,
is she keeps screaming at the top of her lungs,
breaking my eardrums,
so away,
i run,


if it wasnt for me,
she wouldnt be like this,
what does a man have to do,
to get one more kiss,


if it wasnt for me,
she wouldnt be like this,
what does a man have to do,
to get one more kiss,

she was
she was
she was,

Part 3 should have been the understatement,
of what love is,
you shouldnt play with feelings,
you work so bad to get,
some people say this alot,
if the shoe fits,
what ever floats your boat,
or a hit-or-miss,
a mister should always have a miss,
forever love will survive,
if noones alone like this,

She was
She Was,
SHE WAS.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/09/she-was-3-starring-autumn-torrez.html
Aug 2014 · 853
"Kyra"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin Burnham





pretty girl,
with so much regret,
it makes you feel such great pain,
cheering her up would be the best way,
when shes haunted by the upperclass,
i just want to be the one,
to make sure ,
that her life,
will be fluttered by happiness,
and joy,
to be comfortable with her body,
and her health,
we've been in the same boat,
too many times,
and i dont have a reason not to love her,
i couldnt be more sure,
in my life,
i use to be the same way,
when i thought noone loved me,
but i was strong on my own,
so i distant that memory,
and now im in love once again,
with a girl im trying to put good spirits in,
and when she goes away,
hard not to cry again,
when she tells that noone cares,
i smile and say i do,
and i do,
but not just care,
its more like love,
they wouldnt dare,
mess me up,
from what i want,
and what i want is her,
no matter how far we are,
i know shes there,
half across the earth,
if i had a wish,
it would be next to her.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/kyra.html
Aug 2014 · 715
"Nite Lite" (Full V.)
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin Burnham



just some feelings i cant shake
talking to me as if I'm awake,
but I'm asleep,
so theres no way you can repeat,
escaping your emotions as the night falls,
creeping in desperation,
breaking down the walls,
i would search the nation,
to see you fall in love,
i would search the nation,
to see you fall in love,
she turned it on,
and me as well,
will the teenage love making occur,
only the time will tell,
she turned it on,
and me as well,
will the teenage love making occur,
only the time will tell,
put me in your magical trance,
expressing my emotions,
like the ring of a bell,
come with me baby,
we could rule the night if we dance,
the dance floor couldn't handle us,
just tell me you will.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/nite-lite-full-version.html
Aug 2014 · 373
"Is Better"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


sometimes you mite think it mite be
too late,
If she calls him on her phone,
Her discussion is better,
And if shes loving what he says,
Her guilty pleasure is better,
But you just gotta be better,
Better,
Loving all the underwear in ur closet,
Hoping that the runs you take
leads no exhaustion,
Making love in a car,
mite just be too mainstream,
better realize who you are,
maybe better if you flee the scene.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/is-better-full-mastered-version.html
Aug 2014 · 1.7k
"Strobe Evening"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




she wont mind,
she wont mind,
shooting from ceiling,
i aint trying to catch no feelings,
im just looking for,
someone to give me a good feeling,
attending to care people,
waiting outside the party,
but,
im just too chill and you perfectly willing,
she wont mind,
but the parties and the shows,
i can not bare,
i think i need an open dose,
of how beautiful when she stares,
their just overthere waiting for me to get embarrassed,
but you are here because of me,
and the people attending to care duh!
she wont mind,
careless thought of commitment,
and look at how the bright lights are,
didnt get the message when you sunt it,
maybe that was a start,

In the blue sky ,
You see a moon,
Thinking of the day you die,
Hopefully no eternal doom,
She won't mind.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/strobe-evening-full-mastered-version.html
Aug 2014 · 6.3k
"Nasty"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




remembering the times i punched the clock
talking about,
the times,
id love her till the record stopped,
but that i could do without,
{she left me numb for two hours,
leaving my insides turning to sour,
while she was singing in the shower,
thinking when gwen die at the clock tower}
but thats life,
and when you touch me,
i forget that all we need is one night,
neck kisses,
to the bone,
making you feel so right,
bad birdy,
took fight along ago,
along with hearing my exs lies,
{lusting the devils wish,
like throwing a petri dish,
the talking we can just skip,}
like pressing the A button on the controller,
touching your stomach,
and telling you to roll over,
then when its all over,
im glad to say i told ya.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/nasty-full-and-mastered-version.html
Aug 2014 · 734
"VISION"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by ARcassin BUrnham




the only way to predict,
the future is to create it,
i swear you think your cool,
by being lazy? your mistaking,
she can make it right,
like heaven and pure safety,
if you,
dont want life to sparkle,
past options of abortion,
ambitious not an *******,
but pick a perfect position,
do you see it in your vision?
do you see it in your vision?

black picture on the wall,
so is the clock,
waiting so patiently,
just to make it stop,
i was sitting in this desk so patiently to see your face,
hoping my style doesnt look a wreck,
to your presence,
and your warm embrace.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/vision.html
Aug 2014 · 601
"Nite Lite" (Short V.)
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin Burnham




... talking to me as if I'm awake,
but I'm asleep,
so theres no way you can repeat,
escaping your emotions as the night falls,
creeping in desperation,
breaking down the walls,
i would search the nation,
to see you fall in love,
i would search the nation,
to see you fall in love,
she turned it on,
and me as well,
will the teenage love making occur,
only the time will tell,
she turned it on,
and me as well,
will the teenage love making occur,
only the time will tell,
put me in your magical trance,
expressing my emotions,
like the ring of a bell,
come with me baby,
we could rule the night if we dance,
the dance floor couldn't handle us,
just tell me you will.....
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/nite-lite-snippet.html
Aug 2014 · 16.6k
"Lonely Lonely Nights"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin B



I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,
I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,


I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,
I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,


Don't you ever feel,
insecure,
don't you ever feel,
like you want more,
cause I'm all you need,
im all you need,
cause I'm all you need,
im all you need,
cause I'm all you need,
im all you need,
cause I'm all you need,
im all you need,



I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,
I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,


I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it,
I had you on my mind for a minute,
those lonely lonely nights,
couldn't forget it.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/lonely-lonely-nights-photo-by-lilaira.html
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin Burnham


make it out as a *******,
then get reincarnated as lizard later on,
then feel a baby's laughter,
like a pack of silver tongues,
im not trying to be a *******,
or cover up your losses,
I'm just trying to make you happy,
so you wouldn't have to envy,
but your constructive criticism,
makes it all worth while,
don't it?
putting all your shame on one person,
for a smile,
won't it?
backstabbing to the core,
makes you feel alive,
so you wanna have betrayal,
to come **** your pride,
your pathetic,
in a very technological way,
and if i look your way,
you better not say anything,
in return man i won't feel ashamed,
i would rather see you smile in my face.
copy right guys but this is for you
Aug 2014 · 331
"Depressed Midnite Lover"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin B


following the game of chess,
and got my queen knocked off,
i mean was an exact replica,
with the one that i was sailing off,
with,
to the pacific of being alone,
or maybe when you were younger,
bet you knew that id be gone,
take a chance and fight in the danger zone,
I'm good with computers,
viruses in the brain of a drone,
on her parents living room roof,
remembering i use to let her look at the moon,
telling her mother,
ill be there with you soon,
and soon came when she ended up in the emergency room,
car crash,
truck almost crushed her,
life on a machine isn't right,
making it pure torture,
but until it flatlined,
she had a special place in heaven,
crying all my sorrows away,
funeral day came listening to the reverend,
you got your wish right away.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/depressed-midnite-lover.html
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin B




im
through with those days,
of staying home waiting at home waiting for you,
i wanna spend the time,
but i can't make those days for you,
thats why you make em yourself,
but the love games i can't,
just not this phase,
i wanna be kept,
i wanna know if the love is real,
and how deep it runs,
like soap on bath sponges,
or maybe you just want your fun,
the love games i can't help,
ill help you if you help yourself,
dont punish yourself,
before me you gotta love yourself.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/luv-games-official-version.html
Aug 2014 · 610
"Before you go (Repeat)"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?
one more thing that i gotta know,
before you go,
is the love real?

well..........is it ?
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/before-you-go-repeat.html
Aug 2014 · 905
"Crystal Wedding"
Arcassin B Aug 2014
By ARcassin Burnham


White dresses,
red flowers,
almost ready for a bout an hour,
the love shares with me,
i wont devour,
dont want this day to become sour,
snobs started coming a lot faster,
talk about sour,
wedding full of crystals,
don't make no sence,
firearms and pistols,
man life is a *****,
leaving a cut for the stitch,
dead from the pump,
leaving a dieing wish.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/crystal-wedding-full-version.html
Arcassin B Aug 2014
by Arcassin B



im,im,im
through with those days,
of staying home waiting at home waiting for you,
i wanna spend the time,
but i can't make those days for you,
thats why you make em yourself , self , self,
but the love games i can't help,help,
just not this phase,
i wanna be kept,
kept,kept,kept,
i wanna know if the love is real,
and how deep it runs,
like soap on bath sponges,
or maybe you just want your fun,
fun,
the love games i can't help,
ill help you if you help yourself,
dont dont punish yourself,
before me you gotta love yourself.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/08/luv-games-digital-lag-version.html
Arcassin B Jul 2014
By Arcassin B

When you were younger, There would be nights that you cry, Yourself to sleep cause you can't dream another sight to be seen, Dark and dark, Dimmer redeem, When you were younger, You just couldn't live without me, Staring at the old pictures to forget, Brain surgery, To keep me lit, When you were younger There were lights on all your walls, Computers decks, And the photos of the memory when night falls, When you were younger, Your mom gave u hell, While my mom took you in, Fruits lying around on the table, Call it a growing sin, When you were younger, When we kiss and touch in your bedroom, but now-a-days you be kissing on another dude, So now we're older , is this what want, Leaving dieing memories of me, Text messages with different fonts, I found somebody better, And she's not the jealous type either, How could you stare in a broken mirror, Now shatter.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/07/you-were-younger-pt3.html
Arcassin B Jul 2014
she won't mind,
But the parties and the shows,
I can not bare,
I think I need a open dose,
Of how beautiful when she stares,
She won't mind,
Careless though of commitment,
And look at how the bright lights are,
Didn't get the message when you sent it,
But I know you are a star,
In the blue sky ,
You see a moon,
Thinking of the day you die,
Hopefully no eternal doom,
She won't mind
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/07/mind-evening-snippet.html
Jul 2014 · 331
"A M B E R"
Arcassin B Jul 2014
Were all under a lot of pressure,
Too much confidence to keep you second guessing,
I love her like there's no tomorrow,
Like the world had ended 24 hours ago,
Give me a reason not to,
I wouldnt listen,
If I wrote a letter,
It say I love you amber,
I will never let anything over come your needs or your standards,
Some things we have in common,
And some things we can't afford,
I just hope one day that I could be yours,
I love u amber.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/m-b-e-r.html
Jun 2014 · 577
"I'll Be Good to You"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

I'll be good to you,
Searching for you was a cry for help,
Even though it couldn't help myself,
I'll be good to you,
And they said you were very popular,
When can I rise up and then occur,
I'll be good to you,
At the time did I love you , yes,
But the rejection just left me stressed,
I'll be good to you,
I could never go back again,
I could never go back again,
But it was gonna be good to you.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/be-good-to-you.html
Jun 2014 · 583
"Pills"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

Red one or blue one,
Which one will you pick,
Thinking she was gonna be the one,
Something you could contradict,
I'm trying to be your father or your mother,
Its just a thought,
Preferably in third person,
A lot thought I had a lot,
Take too many,
Make you head spin in several different places,
Into places where its sandy,
Showing expressional faces,
Taking these things to get over depression,
Came so far,
I'm really glad that you learned your lesson.
Keep taking them.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/pills-by-arcassin-burnham-red-one-or.html
Jun 2014 · 1.7k
"Its Alright"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

I keep on saying for now,
But it would never come,
Ain't as good as what I do,
When your with me,
All I really need,
Is a horn and a drum,
Out of any advantage that could have given me,
Its alright.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/06-alright-its-alright-ep.html
Jun 2014 · 7.6k
"Purple Clouds"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
As thick as sin,
With multiple lips,
Climbing up the walls,
I guess she's taking trips,

Smokes everywhere,
Hell started in the room tonight,
Wouldn't even hurt if I had to put up a fight,

Cuts on my face,
The preacher still praying now,
Everybody is dead in the party but their not laying down,

Sometimes I fight with my mother,
There's nothing that could make her proud,
They say, You said it would be alright,
I keep on saying,
For now.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/05-clouds-its-alright-ep.html
Jun 2014 · 715
"Impatient"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
If your waiting,
Then just say it,
I just want to let you know,
I don't wanna be subjected to your love,
So let me go,
Let me go,
So let me go,
Let me go,
If your waiting,
Then just say it,
I just want to let you know,
I don't wanna be subjected to your love,
So let me go,
Let me go,
So let me go,
Let me go
Impatient.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/04-its-alright-ep.html
#go
Jun 2014 · 394
"Devil Den"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
Your dancing with him in a blue dress,
Makes you smile with a clever press,
Elevating in the moonlight,
He says you won't do better,
Unless you sacrifice,
Because at 12 the bad spirits come,
And when they come,
Either pray or run,
Make you depressed with a special song,
He'll make you think that your life was wrong,
Lust you in , using a friendly face,
True beauty , only he can replace.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/03-den-its-alright-ep.html
Jun 2014 · 1.1k
"Hands"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

Fluffy clouds and horns, Can take away a heavens touch, The drums couldn't bare, The sound of downfall as such, So that just leaves me and you, I love you very much, Touch you cheek to a different sleep, But just wake up for brunch, Red streaks in your hair, Love when you get your way, Doing things I couldn't bare, With my hands in places, Touch my body, I don't even know what else to say, Just touch me.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/02-its-alright-ep.html
Jun 2014 · 245
"Don't You Ever"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Let a man put his hands on you,

Don't you ever let a man put his hands on you,
In a way it wasn't meant to be,
I mean the way he makes you smile,
The way he makes you feel,
And the way he makes you feel so free,
Then his attitude started to change,
I seen the stuff in the bathe get rearranged,
Why won't you just run away,
Cause you know you cannot stay,
But you have somewhere togo,
Its OK

Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever,
Don't you ever, Let a man put his hands on you.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/01-you-ever-its-alright-ep.htmlhttp://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/01-you-ever-its-alright-ep.html
Jun 2014 · 266
"Red Tears"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

See I could take the sun and turn to a solar beam, Or I could make you feel like a dream, See I could come on to you sexually, Or hearing the thoughts of making you scream, Today its not about you, Although you can make the sky turn from grey to blue, See I could say its all about you, But doing so from my loyal virtue, Speak to me in a silent voice, Or you could up and leave , make a choice, Anger and shame screaming through your pores, I don't know what to do anymore, On the grave of your dead mother , throw a rose, Never been to place with a lot of snow, Sneeze then rub the snot from your nose, Cause nobody knows, Crying to sleep every night, Thinking about what did you do wrong or right, But you dont have enough strength to fight, See yourself in the mirror , what a wonderful sight,

So any chance that could have given me that I didn't see, Blood bleeding from my eyes, Hoping god would speak. Save me.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/tears.html?m=1
Jun 2014 · 1.9k
"Alone"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

Alone for a reason,
Alone cause I can be,
All though I don't allow it,
The beautiful ones hurt you everytime,
The beautiful ones hurt you every time,
The summer came in the season,
Looking for some empathy,
But now I can't contain it,
I'm alone for a reason.
@ab poetry 2014@copyright 2014.
Jun 2014 · 370
"The Hate Poem"
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin Burnham

From being jumped on a bus, To friends showing true colors, Take pity on you all, To death or some other My life was not a box of chocolates, More like a take cover, I pray you ******* die, Like a dreaded lover,

For my exs, You will never have my love again, You ******* are ****** anyway, I hate you all with a deep sorted passion, Make me think I'm a horrible person, Cause I love to ****, Put my frustration out on you, So the times I had with y'all will perish still, From being called a fake, To the accuse of a non cheater system, I hope you ******* have babies, And the fathers leave them.

The annoyance And the anger, Would only get me through my day, And for that I hate myself, Knock you out, So you dont have the words to say, And still I pray today, To everyone that left me behind, A horrible fate. Die.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/06/hate-poem.html
Arcassin B Jun 2014
By Arcassin B


i thought you were the one,
but instead you were a freight,
i was buried from the sun,
hiding everyday and every night,
but you and your voicemails,
are really annoying,
you use to paint your nails,
with vanity and suffering,
like jellybeans and m & m's,
they really just dont mix,
its like every direct hit,
is an every direct miss,
you keep calling,
i hate it,
you keep calling,
i hate it,
to the core,
do you know for sure,
how much i hate you,
when you do that,
he must of did something that lead you right back,
to me,
i dont see , any future with you,
or any sympathy,
to many,
of your ex's hate me,
and we could go on and on,
about the things that you see,
or i see,
the candles,
the flowers,
or your obsession, with avon,
or that you think mustaches are a turn on,
Conversate about stupid things,
theres nothing more i can say ***.
http://arcassin.blogspot.com/2014/05/keep-calling-long-mastered-version.html
May 2014 · 373
Life Saver
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



See, life is what you make,
and love is very evol,
the devil may have tricked you,
but god will be eager,
you have too many things on your mind,
in this case,
your running out of time,
to find the love of your life,
take her to the prom,
tell her shes a dime,
make her happy,
you mite get defined,
but at least you kept laughing,
she was your life saver,
had you,
when you didnt have anyone,
lead the though of planning to **** all of your fun,
block me from your facebook,
anytime,
break up with me,
if you feel i cant deliver,
but come to think about it,
you were a fake this entire time,
so i make up all these greedy rhyme,
but i know what negativity you thinkin',
he must be better than me in some kind of way,
if thats what you left me for,
but you were once a life saver,
someone i would come looking for,
but it doesnt appear like that anymore.
thank you.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/20-life-saver-end-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e-y.html
May 2014 · 284
Howling At The Moon
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



she was my one and only,
now its just one and lonley,
she had to move,
so she left,
feel the terror of mystery ill explain all this theft,
yeah she was taken from me,
o.k
you happy now,
i just told you what my feeling were,
now all of a sudden you dont care,
say what you want,
and do what you feel,

the moon shines,
the moon shines.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/19-howling-at-moon-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e.html
May 2014 · 249
Tonight Alone
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



Ive calling and texting,
everyone that had my number,
but they wouldnt answer back,

i just wanna talk,
dont want to throw,
your life and bars off track,

although tonight,
is my birthday,
and im feeling kinda lonley,

im not,
trying to be thirsty,
i just need someone to hold,
and love,
and kiss,
and touch,
and feel,
and comfort,
push away my hopes and dreams,
i rest in slumber.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/18-tonight-alone-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e-y.html
May 2014 · 246
October's Ending
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



it will never be the same,
without ya,
i cant even bare the pain
without ya,
am i really that ashamed,
without ya,

why did it have to end,
why did it have to go,
i will believe it if you tell me,

why didnt she stay,
and why she never showed,
trust me i will i wouldnt envy
in october.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/17-octobers-ending-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e.html
May 2014 · 156
When it came to you
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


When it came to you,
the memory of her faded from my mind set,
when it came to you,
you had the kind of love that was imprinted i wont forget,
when it came to you,
there was force so strong that even an army couldnt take it down,
when it came to you,
teenage hormones increased full size of a devastation,
when it came to you,
the ticked at least twelve times  to match up to your accumulation,
when it came to you,
you were my love that was end of story,
when it came to you,
how could i recall the realization of your faded glory.
when it came to you.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/16-when-it-came-to-you-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n.html
May 2014 · 255
Glances That She Made
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



i think i mite have met another,
her love is so perfect,
i didnt want to stutter,
but i just wanna know if shes worth it,

so i asked her the number,
put it in my phone,
you gotta love her
when shes in her zone,

shades on and im looking cool,
turned off immaturity,
when it came to you,
some clarity,

baby,
you dont know what you do to me,
lately,
been thinking bout another dream,
the glances that she made at me,
wont change.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/15-glances-that-she-made-b-r-e-k-upl-o.html
May 2014 · 399
Turn And Cough
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



Dont
let
me,
be,
afraid,
of,
some,
time,
cause,
every,
night,
i,
turn­,
and,
cough,
to your,
rain,
and,
devilish,
lies.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/14-turn-and-cough-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e-y.html
May 2014 · 599
Unnoticed
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham


wanted to make it last forever with some girls,
wanted to put the ring on the finger of some girls,
wanted to be the one they could call on when they needed me,
wanted to the one that could make them happy,
with out any since of empathy,
but i was unnoticed.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/2014/05/13-unnoticed-b-r-e-k-upl-o-n-l-e-y-ep.html
May 2014 · 291
Soon To Be 21
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



its two year since the graduation of high school,
since then you never called me back,
like being blood pool ,
but lingering what you really lack,

you got alittle older since then,
soon to be 21,
gonna send you a birthday card,
and congrats of the new son,
hes beautiful just like his mother,
but his daddy had to run,
out on him,
he was never in his life,
just like her father wasnt in hers,
so much we sacrifice for our kids,
their not even lucky to even have a wife,
so what the hell gives the right,
to do what her dad did,
putting her at stake,
just like he intended,
my dad was never there for me,
but her son needs a father,
it was a distant memory,
rebels like me need a smoke and a lighter.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 475
Land OF Being Alone
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




you have,
no idea of what the feeling of lonley is,
i would justify if i could,
thoughts of your spouse leaving,
made you jittery like this,
you wouldnt look back on it if you could,

they both were in love,
they both shared kisses,
they both shared secrets,
they both combined their lives,
like cream and peaches,
or was that peaches and cream,
dont live your life on a dream,
the best you could do,
is live perfectly,
without hurting you or me,
and we call this peace,
this is the land of being lonley.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 218
The Art Of Needing Love
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




the end of us,
wasnt last we seen of each other,
with all the lack of trust,
something about us we uncover,
but in the end we almost forgot it,
in a hurry we use to try to make it,
but you probably wanted another,

i needed you and you bailed,
being with you i surely failed,
putting all the memories behind us,
even when i was in jail,
believing in what others say,
and meaningless ***,
do you know how much i felt betrayed,

the art of needing love,
something they cant ever forget,
even thought their really stuck up,
on your heart they spit,
a break up is a break up,
and it cant be tamed,
that would be so messed up,
if you were the ashamed.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 269
THE THORN
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



Loved you,
like my sister,
loved you,
like my mother,
baby it hurts,
baby it hurts,

hated you,
like a enemy,
hated you,
like an associate,
baby it hurts,
baby it hurts

my pride wont let me cry,
do you see what im coming from,
without that kiss,
feelings die,
sorrow to pray with the nuns,

molded you,
like a baby,
molded you,
like a soldier,
it stings alot,
it stings alot,

created you,
like a drawing,
created you,
like a feature,
it stings alot,
it stings alot,

explicit as your attitude mite be,
i say its worth it,
after the stars are alined,
you may see that you were chosen,
by the thorn.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 188
Now
Arcassin B May 2014
Now
By Arcassin Burnham




Now, You got me thinking about the things we use to do,
Now, i feel like never loving again,
Now. wanting to send a message to you,
Now, remembering our love was at its end,

cause of the things you did long ago,

And the things things you said yesterday,
can not imagine how your week must have been,

Now,
i think about the wrong i did.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 260
Another You
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham




......And i swear to god,
i wish i never met you,
you were the pity of hate,
and the lightning in my virtue,
could youe ever have so persuasive,
i mite have given you everything,
thought you were my everything,
but that was only part two,
of the horrific story that you possess,
do you,
want me or yourself,
will you,
constantly,
be,
so stuck up,
insecurities coming back,
now i gotta hold my head up,
took your virginity,
and made love to you gentle,
and still you wanted than just a dismissal,
i didnt wanna leave if you said you pregnaut,
pushing me away and being mental,
i really hope to find another you,
i really hope to find another you,
soon.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 197
Mother Of Mary
Arcassin B May 2014
By Arcassin Burnham



I need alittle help to cure my sanity,
adam and eve,
never chose what they overcame,
and she never ever plan to have a child,
as scared as she was,
things would never be the same,
some of us were unplanned children,
where are our fathers,
look at the way that were living,
look at your daughters,
look at your sons,
look at your choice that appeared to be born,
me and her were both *******,
the reasons we met,
teens with some kind of cause,
was nobel respect,
rebel we were,
you were mad and i was mad,
and they say pain of birth,
is a womans curse,
well im big mistake in life,
why did my mother hurt.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:02:00-07:00&max-results;=7
May 2014 · 296
Full OF Notes
Arcassin B May 2014
by Arcassin B



Fire that use to burn for you,
dont make me waste my time,
I Swear to god,
you're kisses are so divine,
I use to send you shoeboxes full of notes,
and what did he do?
Got another girl pregnaut,
made you choke,
made you think,
it was ok to send you that in text,
let your heart sink,
letting his life end in teenage ***,
so whats it gonna be?
so whats it gonna be?
I send you shoeboxes full of notes,
never lie,
and keeps your legs closed,
you will be exposed,
i was in love , you know ! the love at first sight thing,
Hoping i was the one you chose,
you made my playlist,
my poems,
and my art,
you were my everything.
http://ablonley.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2014-05-30T17:01:00-07:00&max-results;=7&start;=7&by-date;=false
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