By Arcassin Burnham



for a moment i believed you {loved} me,
but the {devol} had a part in you avoiding me,
too much of a good thing,
but not good enough,
i would try to make it right,
still impressing you is tough,
she had a passion for money,,
and i was the target,
putting my stacks in head locks,
when she wanted something that was marvelous,
she take the back off all her earrings,
and throws them on the couch,
runs out in the rain,
and see my standing out her house.

by Arcassin Burnham




why bring so much pity down upon me,

did i make you mad by showing up until 3,

the punishment sickens me,

stuck in the satisfaction of not knowing,

but the bucket of sins makes me complete,

if anything thing looking for a sense of empathy,

some say i need therapy,

but with myself  i need a soul finding.

By Arcassin Burnham




i don't know how i made it far this long in this condition,
don't know the deal with this high,
somebody turn off the lights,
did you forget to lose sight,
come with me lets get lost tonight,
setting examples for different things i like,
heart was good and cool call it frost bite,
just cause you do so wrong,
it dosen't make it right,
but i just wanna stay the night,
societys got their head on backwards,
reverse phychology in brain,
so as possible,
make it quiet.

By Arcassin Burnham





when you looked in to my eyes,

i had the strangest feeling,

flying rodents in my tummy,

retro waves came rolling in,

witches and their brooms,

soldiers at war , fighting and weaponry,

car crashes into the lake, with fire and debris,

clowns making entertainment amusing at the circus,

make you happy with one kiss unless its worth it,

stuck in a dream wave,

retro waves that came rolling in.

By Arcassin Burnham




we could talk,
and we'd conversate,
a beautiful disaster struck,
in the words we write to each other,
and with each passing hour,
we collied with one another,
long hair that will be engraved forever,
as something as lovely as that,
we all can not stand the weather,
or can't you stand the rain,
don't you feel the love and pain,
when dreads swing.

By Arcassin Burnham




Loving you,
Would take an eternity,
Bury me in chains,
Turn my heart to stone,
See this young boy for who he really is,
With this stronger love,
Lady its apparent I won't leave you alone,
By your side 24/7 when you need me,
Tell emotions to each other like kids at home on the phone,
If you want to meet in person,
Just know that I want you only,
It would be astonishing to wrap my arms around you,

But at the end of the day,
Its you I wanna hold tight,
But at the end of the day,
Its you I wanna hold tight.

By Arcassin Burnham


kissing you,
would take a thousand heavens,
hang me with the rope,
if i ever lose you,
step into the mind of a boy,
with a stonger love,
list of emotions on a menu,
would you like an appetizer,
with your broken heart,
i fell in love with the waitress,
she shot my chest like darts,
and if its any harm done,
just know im sorry for it,
always been as careful as it was accounted for,

but at the end of the day,
its you i wanna hold tight,
but at the end of the day,
its you i wanna hold tight.

by Arcassin B


i don't really talk with you as much,
and i'm hoping you got the text,
settling my brain,
from having too much knowledge,
everything is okay,
you and i could never be the same,
i was,
she was,
on the partial things we do,
you know i could never be mad at you,
you know i could never be mad at you,
you know i could never be,
so true,
and you hear the truth,
your mad as well,
and as always i never finish what i tell,
hotter the red hell,
and habit that you can't rebel,
and when i needed you most,
you just bailed.

by Arcassin Burnham



midnight writer,
my lovely bloodsucker,
darkness hasn't been this beautiful in awhile,

dont know,
that i truly love her,
she would be the hell spawn in my darkest hour,

as lovely as todays dawn,
girl you turn me on,
trust i doesnt even matter,

darkness melting off your back,
red eyes like decepticons,
a kiss would make the darkness turn blacker.

by Arcassin burnham


dont you be getting too excited,
and eventhough i really wasn't i invited,
i now have all your full attention,
i dont need no permission,
dont wanna be in your position,
now you need to be quiet,
spending a lifetime trying to pull it together,
try to fathem that you think its forever,
if you know just what i mean,
im the first guy that you seen,
you dont really know the meaning,
of angels and their feathers,
or the bubble gum that you chew
just hoping you could do you,
and how the way you react,
the way that you pop your back,
your ignorance is out of whack,
so dont be acting brand new.

by Arcassin Burnham


L- lets me know that i could be me,
I- i know that i'll show a little empathy,
Z- zello st. makes me think of her,
Z- zebras run free everytime her name is heard,
Y- you complete me girl, you get the whole virtue,

complex beauty like an astalian,
letters tapped on my head,
i hope you like a challenge,
U and I popped up instead.

By Arcassin Burnham




sitting back in my studies,
i guess im home,
old girl,
tried to see me when i wasnt home,
talking slang to others in the parking lot,
they get suspicious when they see the up and coming cops,
federals took my cousins,
dieing in the fear of needing a sense of guilt,
glad there were no guns bursting,
no clarity in the media when he was killed,
born into an unfair life,
like hitting the club full of gays,
or prostitution all over the streets,
or maybe your uncle shooting drugs in an abandoned place,

guess they were right,
when they said the best things in life were free..........

By Arcassin Burnham




did you leave him?
when he said he never wanted you again,
did you leave him?
i was the beginning when it was your end,
did you leave him?
when he only wanted the passion,
did you leave him?
couldn't even control his actions,
did you leave him?
too many question marks for ya,
did you leave him?
i just wanna be the one to love ya,
would you love me?

by Arcassin Burnham




she was 5'2,
black hair,
long nails,
prettiest personality,
hair flowing through the wind whispfully,
all round person as you can see,
but me,
i wasn't very talkable,
and even my darkest hour,
i wouldn't hold her accountable,
i swear feels like eachday would last til an eternity,
so grateful when i saw her,
and she noticed me,
wasn't in the best of moods,
she saw tthem in my body language,
picking out different girls to make me happy later,
i was astonished,
every night in her room talking about different things,
like the wedding dresses and the wedding rings,
not knowing i would do anything to make her say,
i love you and i do,
hoping the feelings change,
just know that i love you too,
going to the mall picking things out to make her smile,
since her last boyfriend haven't seen that in awhile,
thinking about the features,
if we had a child...

BY Arcassin Burnham





when they came tumbling,
in my mind very troubling,
lungs and feeling of dumping,
but i'm so done with everything,
eyes changing , and my age elevating,
red skies , i cant see the radiating,
of the walls.

by Arcassin Burnham




Haven't been a third wheel for a while now,
and all you do is look at her when she smiles,
memories floating in the nile,
third wheel is not my style,
and i told you that this would happen,
were not talking for awhile,
i hope yall have a child,
as beautiful as she,
and name it kyle,
with that same smile,
she has,
and the phone,
when she dials,
you better pick up,
so she could tell you about the good news,
instead of going through your tribulations and trials,
what are you gonna do now,
what if,
theatrically,
you dont get to see that smile,
anymore,
and she calls her parents,
gets the kid,
and the keys,
and head out the door,
what are you gonna adore,
better do all your chores,
if you always wasn't such a bore,
your EX wouldn't have been a *****,
now i'm standing at your door,
waiting for you to hang out,
i can see your heart is broken,
but the crying we can do without,
don't you ever leave your bro,
for a girl or virtue,
i listened to your story,
now i'm in this place with you.

What are you gonna do now.

by Arcassin B



excuses have no uses,
when you fall in love,
type writer when there is nothing else,
write what you feel,
doesn't matter where you from,
been bullied constantly,
about something i can't control,
being nervous isn't easy,
when your 17 years old,
hiding from what the truth is,
trying to conceil it,
but thats my business,
fighter,not a talker,
i don't give a ****,
and when you read it,
hope you see what i been through,
with you,
coming home everyday,
with loosened shoe strings, they were blue,
got in a fight today,
they had the sky in fire as they lit a fuse,
wish i could cut off my skin,
but i don't have the *****,
finding the strength within,
to search for a greater flaws,
did you read it yet?

by Arcassin Burnham



Visits from the spirits,
while i'm fighting inner demons,
stabbing at my dreams,
guess i wouldn't have to let my emotions
just burst the scene,
the cosmic ship or the fallen angels,
coffee creamers on the kitchen sink,

wake up now before,
they,
catch,
you,
rip out your laughter,
like the clock tower death in seconds,
i'm bound to make a mends,
if i keep my blessings,
lead a nation with correction,
i put god first before i goto bed,
didn't think the devil put thoughts in my head,
protect me from the creatures,
that lie ahead,
and the ones without a head to be perished or dead,

i think about the times,
when i was awake,
and when i'm lieing,
there would be good dreams at stake.

by Arcassin B


green bike,
and a bag of snacks,
told my mother in a hury,
that i would be back,
too bad i had to miss it on the way back,
to see the open lake and its beauty,
i had to miss that,
searching for a way to move around corners,
but not get attacked,
in a little apartment,
that we call home,
it would be accurate,
we were all alone,
daytona was big,
but it had alot of wrong,
but i was determined,
to see what it had to offer,
so i was always gone,
had alot of friends,
but they didnt last,
nothing could wash out,
the true colors they shown,
in love with one girl,
for the time being,
she was the one that i wanted,
but without any meaning,
used to come home everyday,
ready to play call of duty,
they would always get carried away,
but i miss you truly,
sunrise,
sunrise,
open up my eyes,
and i wouldnt give a ****,
if any of you recognized,
me.

by Arcassin B


i was lonely just like you,
sitting on the bench,
with the heart shaped in the back,
as i think back,
to the day when i went to your house,
then got out,
before your parents came home,
telling you to come closer,
kiss me hard,
before i go,
sweet kisses on my lips and my cheek,
Apparently,
i guess you haven't got enough of me,
but you know i gotta stay free.

by Arcassin Burnham



when you feel life doesn't want you around,
and everyday you put on a fake smile,
its o.k,
everything is o.k,
when depression takes over your body,
and afraid you have to leave everyone,
its o.k,
everything is o.k,
when you feel its hard to deal with issue first hand,
hard to keep it under control,
its o.k,
Everything is o.k,
and if you feel as though you weren't made for good things,
take a look in the mirror and say it has to change,
But Everything is o.k.

by Arcassin Burnham




Haven't been a third wheel for a while now,
and all you do is look at her when she smiles,
memories floating in the nile,
third wheel is not my style,
and i told you that this would happen,
were not talking for awhile,
i hope yall have a child,
as beautiful as she,
and name it kyle,
with that same smile,
she has,
and the phone,
when she dials,
you better pick up,
so she could tell you about the good news,
instead of going through your tribulations and trials,
what are you gonna do now........

by Arcassin Burnham




Too many of your friends,
wanna rob you for your money,
and many of these girls wanna take it,
while your asleep,
you cant go on keeping promises to everybody,
but staying to yourself is the promise you can keep,
everybody has their critics,
and even some that hate you,
but you always gotta know that talk is cheap,
the truth has a cost,
and everybody gonna doubt you,
you cant deny,
when they make you,
believe.

by Arcassin Burnham




staying the night,
was the worst mistake i ever made,
saying i went to a friends house,
was a part of it,
but staying wasnt,

trying not to be caught by her mother,
or an unsignificant other,
if you dont know by now,
in this situation,
yeah nobody dosent,

i need one more visit just to be closer to her,
i need one more visit just to be closer to her,
i need one more visit and i will never see you again.

by Arcassin Burnham




in reality,
in reality,
i wasn't ready for something this real,
i made mistakes in,
reality,
in reality,
he was a heartbreaker, i was the real deal,

in reality,
in reality,
i wasn't ready for something this real,
i made mistakes in,
reality,
in reality,
he was a heartbreaker, i was the real deal,

i know i messed with your feelings,
i know you were just willing to have me,
console me,
i wish that you could my outcome,
i explain my side of the story,
you just dont trust noone,
now what have i done,
now what have i done.
i ******* miss you.

by Arcassin Burnham




....and while kissing her in the hallways,
im sorry you had to see that,
im know your kinda new here,
but you needed a guy for a fact,
troubled girl,
with some bad memories,
we've been in the same boat,
and the day i seen you in guidance,
i knew oneday we would have spoke,
the illusions of your blonde hair,
long as the silver water fall,
i knew that you would be there,
someone that i didnt have to call,
started talking on facebook,
she came right out of the blue,
to take the time i really took,
to get a beautiful look at you,

do you talk to people often?

girl where you from?

how long you been here?

if i called you , will you come?

Vamperific eyes,
and a cancer just like me,
tense in some places,
wanted our names on a tree,
oh what i give to see right through your soul again,
with those eyes making me mellow,
from you im high again,
just a couple of rebels,
born for what the world was for,
as cruel as that may seem,
we didnt leave with an open door,
we both trust issues,
but always played games,
look as old as we were,
we've been through the samething,
smoking what we could find,
in hopes that we dont turn to flames,
turn to fire when i hug you,
and kissing your pretty face,
i had no doubts,
well actually alot,
but i swear to god that would never cheat,
cross my heart or shot,
but she was already with me,
because of that mistake,
how she not know i did that,
just to get her attention fakely,
but mostly likely it didnt end that way,
felt like dieing that night,
calling on the phone and explaining,
as well as that night didnt go right,
and so i lost her,
hope she forgives me oneday,
but for now,
i dont wanna see her face,
and thats real.

by Arcassin Burnham




almost too good to be true,
but hated in the process,
the only thing you can do,
is let time progress,
stabbed in the back 10 times,
to clear my head,
about her i use to make rhymes,
also think instead,
kissing in the hallways,
only god knows,
hoping the hate wouldnt phase,
but everybody knows,
but not your flaws,
although we never really spent time,
if it would have went right , she would have had my love,
but hearing the arguments , nobody has the time,
use to think i wouldnt be as she was,
but i was the only worried about that fact,
i had zero tolerance from her because,
because in the end i would get stabbed in the back,
i still love you.

by Arcassin Burnham



i dont know why,
i even kissed you,
i dont know why,
i even met you,
i dont know why,
im stuck in reality with you,
i dont know why,
like spending perfect salary on you,
i dont know why,
you stole my heart,
then i took it back,
but with all the actions and reactions,
you think i would ever take you back,
i dont know why,
you would even say that,
unecessary arguments,
i would not take back,
acting like the victim,
will not do you good,
would you lie on me again?
i always knew you would,
high priced and booshy,
you will never see my face again,
only a spitting image of my fame spent.

by Arcassin Burnham




the sweet kisses of an true love,
even though in the end,
it wasnt true enough,
faced a life time trying to make her happy,
and it just didnt phase,
because i wasnt adapting,

did i not do anything right,
did i not give her what she needed,
thinking she was the perfect stranger,
too much insecurity,

not much i can say,
seeing as how this is about past girlfriends,
but how we really ended,
is something that cant be explained.