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aphroditez Apr 20
I can't help but, to think
if you miss me sometimes

cause I still do.
believe me, even if.
i am having a hard time to admit it-

but, hey I miss you so bad.

you were my sun that
was taken away from me
and now the darkness is embracing me.
aphroditez Jul 2018
This sadness are slowly taking over me
Your absence makes me feel like I'm all alone,
and it hurts for me to know that the connection between us is slowly fading.

A heart that was once a whole;
A smile that I never thought would gradually disappear
A life that was once spirited and turned into an overcast sky.

I know I haven't said this to you but,
everything around me is better whenever I'm with you
I've never felt this warm and beautiful life's embrace.

And now my zestful heart is nowhere to be found;
I feel so lost and found myself crying from time to time
cause' I never wanted to see us drifting apart.

Texted you numerous times already;
kept on waiting and hoping one day you'll reply
but you didn't so, I kept wondering why.

I've asked myself countless questions
that maybe at some point, I've done something wrong
that might lead me to your disastrous decision

of why'd you left and the real reason
of why did things turned out to be this way.
aphroditez Jul 2018
What did you do?
to my poor little heart
that keeps on screaming
out your name over and over again

What did you do?
in my healthy mind that turned into restless one
every second that passes by; I can't help myself
but to think of you and only you.

What did you do?
I think I'm going crazy
Is this the feeling of falling in love?
cause' if this is what its called, I don't want it.
aphroditez Jul 2018
I didn't ask for any of this,
the day when you came into my life.
little by little, you filled up those empty space inside of me

and that's the reason why I love you;
out of seven million people living in this world,
your breathtaking soul was my favorite.
aphroditez Jul 2018
Have I already told you?
that I always miss you
on a day to day basis

Have I already told you?
that I want to hold you
in this cold, lonely night

Have I already told you?
that you're all I see
in this myriad crowd

Have I already told you?
how you look so cute
when you wear that smile

Have I already told you?
that I'm slowly falling
out of love; it's driving me crazy

Have I already told you?
how lucky I am that I've found you
my one and only comfort zone

Have I already told you?
that I'm hurt with words you've said
I thought it was me all along.

But, I was wrong.
that's why I didn't tell you
what I feel about you.

Have I already told you?
how lucky that person is
to be loved by you...
aphroditez Jul 2018
Hey, I'm starting to believe
that maybe at some point
you were absolutely right
about everything

that i was just a dust
in your intergalactic world
while you remained the same
my whole world; my sun.
aphroditez Jul 2018
I was 14 when I first discovered love,
Colors bloom the day when he arrived.
His face was my favorite mystery to solve,
Please just please don't get on my nerves.

For the very first time I laid my eyes on someone,
For such beauty could make you go insane.
Even though he's hiding; you can see easily spot him,
And I'm just someone who has always wished that you can claim.

Forlorn figures painted on my face,
Someone like you that can't be replaced.
Even though you left with no trace,
I won't forget your tight embrace.

Ditching off with you when we both have a curfew,
Out of nowhere sketches of you that I even drew.
Even if those memories can count as few,
I still love you even if you love someone new.
still stuck in the place where you and I collide

— The End —