I’ve never had such deep-rooted hate for someone in my life. Someone that I choose to lay down with, almost every night.
Someone that I can’t help but love, even though my heart is telling me, “wake the **** up”.
You see, you are a “poisonous wasp dressed as a beautiful butterfly”. Something which you once told me, was completely a lie.
I am the butterfly and you are the poison wasp, entangling my wings, leaving me lost.
You hold your dead relationships over your head like a prize, “look at me I’m completely despised!”... by everyone you’ve been with.
I’ll admit, you’ve had me fooled for quite some time, but it didn’t take me long to see right through you, because after all, you are the king of “transparency”.
But exactly what are you so transparent about?
That fact that you’ll never care about anyone, but yourself?
“You should be proud of me and my ambition. Support my aspirations! I’m on a mission!”.
A mission of what? To feed your addiction?
Addiction for power and control. How can I support someone who wants to see me in nothing but a hole? Who wants to make me feel worthless?
Who won’t let me let go?  That everything I’ve worked hard for was none of my doing; all my hopes and dreams had come to fruition, it was no thanks to him and his “guidance”.
What kind of ******* “guiding light”, leads you down a path of total and complete darkness and self-loathing?
A liar, a gaslighter and a mastermind manipulator.
You stole yet another light, blew the candle out with the same lips that said they loved me.
Add it to the collection, tuck it away in that tiny little box in your brain, then wait... for your next victim.