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Mar 2019 · 428
Yum Yum, Pig's Bum
annh Mar 2019
Why do bad choices always taste so good?
Is it my judgement or my intuition which fails me?
My ego or my will?

Am I overthinking my dilemma?
Should I sit down with a hot cup of tea and a good book?
Will the answer to my question arrive of its own volition?

Why did I not do that?
Was that a bad choice?
How did it taste?

Like apple pie and chewing gum!
'Yum yum, pig's *** - apple pie and chewing gum.'
Mar 2019 · 261
Letting Be
annh Mar 2019
my old Latin grammar reads:

esse (vb. irreg.) - to be
present active
sum
es
est
sumus
estis
sunt

no expectations, no justification, no requirements
‘How wild it was, to let it be.’
- T. S. Eliot
Mar 2019 · 118
Banality
annh Mar 2019
Bloodless acceptance; nothing anticipated lest it trigger yearning.
‘There is nothing more awful, insulting, and depressing than banality.’
- Anton Chekhov
Mar 2019 · 629
Venus Ascending
annh Mar 2019
Swinging rhythmically; bloated and unsteady,
He nudges at the doorway of his desire,
And descends into darkness,
Carrying his heavy load of lust.

Beyond the bottleneck,
From where warmth and light beckon,
He hears the trill of girlish laughter,
The sound of sanctuary at play.

Pausing briefly; head cocked to one side,
He sighs with resignation,
Deposits his craving clumsily,
And withdraws deflated and defeated.

Once again.
‘She is a wild, tangled forest with temples and treasures concealed within.’
- John Mark Green
Mar 2019 · 1.0k
Dictionary
annh Mar 2019
We are all dictionaries;
Collections of words,
Defined by our commonality,
Refined by our uniqueness.

We edit and omit,
Abbreviate and compound,
Expanding our vocabulary,
In the hope of rewriting our yesterdays
Into a best-selling tomorrow.
‘The greatest masterpiece in literature is only a dictionary out of order.’
- Jean Cocteau
Mar 2019 · 339
A Peaceful Easy Feeling
annh Mar 2019
peaceful-easy,
long-patient,
slow-cooking
Sundays
keep the
working week
at bay
Mar 2019 · 638
Fatal Attraction
annh Mar 2019
Will you let me go? Or have you distilled my essence so completely that, unmarried of your obsession, I must remain empty of myself; stripped of sanity’s constraints?

Am I fated to revisit the conjunction of my undoing, if only to recognise my own signature in your scent, and to taste the smokey flavour of my combustible flesh upon your skin?

Is it I - desirous of an end - who have released my immeasurable craving in order to destroy us both?
‘I desire the things which will destroy me in the end.’
- Sylvia Plath
Mar 2019 · 190
Obsession
annh Mar 2019
I
release
my craving
at the doorway
of your
desire
‘I must get my soul back from you; I am killing my flesh without it.’
- Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
Mar 2019 · 135
Hagley Park
annh Mar 2019
A swathe of green awash,
With mourning dew;
Soaks the toes of my shoes,
Bearing witness to my passing,
As I bear witness to the passing of others.
It’s Saturday morning and usually my neighbourhood hums with activity; car washers, dog walkers, parents heading to the park with their children - cricket bats in tow. Today, Deans Avenue is devoid of traffic and heavily armed police patrol the western perimeter of Hagley Park. I walk under the avenue of old oaks, past the mosque and wonder at the madness of it all.
Mar 2019 · 1.4k
Masjid Al Noor
annh Mar 2019
No god, my god, your god, our god;
No matter - we are all deserving of compassion, kindness, and tolerance.

'I begin in the name of God, the Most Compassionate and the Most Merciful.'
This afternoon, I sat at home within an armed police cordon watching live news updates of a mass shooting at my neighbourhood mosque a few hundred metres away. As evening falls and the streets echo with an eerie quiet, my thoughts go out to those who have been directly affected by this gross atrocity, whose sanctuary has been violated, whose families grieve.
Mar 2019 · 237
Storyteller
annh Mar 2019
Do you think, when the last borrower has left the building and the lights have been turned out, that the books in the library gather around the photocopier, and tell each other stories?
‘A library book, I imagine, is a happy book.’
- Cornelia Funke
Mar 2019 · 261
Self-Fulfilling Prophecy
annh Mar 2019
My friend, when life demands that you change;
When you realise that you can no longer continue in the same way;
What comes first to mind?
Resistance, inspiration, heartbreak, creativity, relief?
Whatever the case - I guarantee you will find it.
'Dare to believe in the reality of your assumption and watch the world play its part relative to its fulfilment.'
- Neville Goddard

'If you expect the battle to be insurmountable, you've met the enemy.
It's you.'
- Khang Kijarro Nguyent
Mar 2019 · 296
Speechless
annh Mar 2019
Austen for manners, Saint-Exupéry for whimsy,
Waugh for cynicism, Jung for insight.
My mouth is so full of other people’s words,
I have none of my own to offer.
‘Everyone has their own ways of expression. I believe we all have a lot to say, but finding ways to say it is more than half the battle.’
- Criss Jami, Salomé: In Every Inch In Every Mile
Mar 2019 · 217
Notable Quotables
annh Mar 2019
Quoting Wilde lends me wit; but leaves me none the wiser.
‘Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.’
- Oscar Wilde
Mar 2019 · 1.2k
Ripple Effect
annh Mar 2019
And if you are in any doubt as to your ability,
To effect a change upon this world,
Look no further than a pool of rock water,
Disturbed by a single drop of rain.

Now imagine a torrent.
Mar 2019 · 724
Cartography
annh Mar 2019
My tears; your pillow,
An unmapped territory.
Will you help me chart this new country?
Or leave me - unto myself -
An island of sorrows?
‘Sometimes a map speaks in terms of physical geography, but just as often it muses on the jagged terrain of the heart, the distant vistas of memory, or the fantastic landscapes of dreams.’
- Miles Harvey, The Island of Lost Maps
annh Mar 2019
Flavia swore as the heavy earthenware pitcher slipped from her hands and crashed onto the uneven flagstones. As she knelt in the puddle of tepid water and started gathering in the pieces, she heard the rapidly approaching footfall of an armed legionary.

‘Leave that now, there’s no time. We ride for York immediately.’
‘But mea domina...’
‘The Wall is breached. Hurry, puella, or she'll start without you!’

Flavia picked up her sodden skirts and ran.

                                                           ­  §

I held my breath as the last piece of the Corbridge ewer slid smoothly into place and wondered at the exquisitely crafted motif which encircled the body of this ancient vessel. A procession? A cavalcade? Curious, if not for the men-at-arms, I would have thought it a pageant. And there in a covered wagon a noble woman looking back at a young girl standing on the steps of a villa holding her hem in her hands.
A piece of slightly supernatural ‘drabble’ for a Sunday morning! :)
Mar 2019 · 371
The Guardian
annh Mar 2019
She used to count the stars with me at night,
Until the darkness became familiar,
And no shadow was left unknown.

Then, kissing me gently on the forehead,
She would whisper in my ear:
‘Know yourself and you shall know the sky.’
Mar 2019 · 531
Archaeology
annh Mar 2019
whispers of architecture
footprints in the dust
I WAS HERE
7-5-3
Mar 2019 · 111
01.03.2019: Tipping Point
annh Mar 2019
slows down summer’s heat
unravels nights and shortens days
Mother Nature’s speed bump
Mar 2019 · 149
Perspective
annh Mar 2019
where subjectivity
and objectivity
meet
there is space
for truth
Mar 2019 · 173
Listen
annh Mar 2019
The question, my friend, is not whether you have the answers;
It is whether you are prepared to heed your own advice.
‘Honesty is not found in revealing the truth, but in understanding how deeply afraid of it we are.’
- David Whyte
Mar 2019 · 208
He Says|She Says
annh Mar 2019
You say: I’m impossible,
You say: you can’t talk to me any more,
I say: I listened, I replied, I gave you my opinion.

You just didn’t like what you heard.
‘There is no conversation more boring than the one where everybody agrees.’
- Michel de Montaigne
Mar 2019 · 328
Desert Creed
annh Mar 2019
strip me back
sandpaper my soul
let me know eternity
3-5-7
Feb 2019 · 217
Ianus Bifrons
annh Feb 2019
At the edges of tomorrow,
At the margins of today,

At the dwindling of the light,
At the coming of the grey,

With the ebbing of the tide,
With the flowing of the stream,

On the border-line of sleep,
On the outskirts of my dreams,

On the brink of a departure,
On the cusp of a return,

At the extremities of Heaven,
At the limits of the earth,

That is where I find myself,
That is where I make my home.

IANUA SUM VITE, CLAMO 'VENITE!'
'The greatest forces lie in the region of the uncomprehended.'
- George MacDonald
Feb 2019 · 969
Time For Poetry
annh Feb 2019
Ah - the weekend!
Time to open my emotional closet,
Have a good rummage around,
And find something we both can wear.
‘Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.’
- Robert Frost
Feb 2019 · 1.1k
Chevalier’s Oath
annh Feb 2019
Wherefore, Fortune bled and mortal wounded,
Will thou not relinquish heart nor hope?
Yet stand a part for truth, and duty bound
Do wield thy sword securely still.

IN HOC SIGNO VINCO
wherefore (adv.) - why
a part (adv.) - as an individual, individually
securely (adv.) - confidently, with skill
Feb 2019 · 240
Role Reversal
annh Feb 2019
'My life is over, it’s completely over!'
My granddaughter sobs inconsolably into my best linen handkerchief.
‘I’ve made s-o-oo many mistakes. Why can’t things be the way they used to be?’
She clutches at my gnarled liver-spotted hand, with its swollen joints, and old gold.
‘You do understand, don't you, Nana?'
‘If youth knew; if age could.’
- Sigmund Freud
Feb 2019 · 244
Concentricity
annh Feb 2019
describes my centre
defines my true potential
infinite circles
‘We are all born naked into this world, but each of us is fully clothed in potential.’
- Emmitt Smith
5|7|5
Feb 2019 · 291
Duet
annh Feb 2019
my treble
your bass
our duet

shuffle
play
and repeat
Feb 2019 · 267
Everything
annh Feb 2019
You are sanctuary and storm,
Fuel, fire, and regret;
My strength and my weakness,
My beginning and end.

The spring to my fall,
My summer's play, my winter's rest;
You are light, you are shade,
Moonrise and moonset.
'I barely know him. I guess that is every relationship. You start with nothing and maybe end with everything.'
- Adam Silvera
Feb 2019 · 142
J: 5-7-5
annh Feb 2019
jealousy ferments
past resentments cascading
hamster on a wheel
'Jealousy is just love and hate at the same time.'
- Drake
Feb 2019 · 160
Mismemory
annh Feb 2019
It’s a day in a life - forgotten then, remembered now.
Moments beckon - names and faces, contemplated, redesigned.

Token gestures - silent offerings. Motivations unexplained.
Blame forsaken - sorrows blending, regrets neglected, rearranged.
'Nostalgia has a way of blocking the reality of the past.'
- Shannon L. Alder

'Some things melt before they become memories.'
- Patti Smith
Feb 2019 · 788
Riverbank Contemplation
annh Feb 2019
Spooling shallows,
In which spring reflected,
Soothes the jagged edges,
Of today's unwelcome certainties.
Seasonally out of sync, I know. This wee poem was written in the spring of 2017. I remember the day well as I lost thousands of photos in a glitch-filled download. Went for a walk. My default approach to life's problems.
Feb 2019 · 911
White Nylon Society
annh Feb 2019
pledges to purchase
intent on acquisition
baby-grow wishful thinking
5-7-7
annh Feb 2019
paint fell off the back
of a sky-high lorry - whoops!
splattered onto earth
16,000 feet below
5-7-5-7
Feb 2019 · 711
Platinum Patina
annh Feb 2019
braided reflections
midsummer intertwining
flying to the sun
Still in aeroplane mode...mellow. :)
5-7-5
annh Feb 2019
A velvet topography,
Of ridges and furrows,
Undulations of light and shade,
A land born of upheaval,
And tectonic collisions,
With a fault line for a spine.
The Alpine Fault is a geological fault that runs almost the entire length of New Zealand's South Island and forms the boundary between the Pacific Plate and the Indo-Australian Plate. [Wikipedia]
Jan 2019 · 1.2k
Havana on the Go
annh Jan 2019
Cuban motorists
expect the odd puff of wind
‘nother day, ‘nother Zephyr
Wrote this completely oblivious to Sunday’s tornado in Havana. An untimely post - kia kaha! :(
annh Jan 2019
skidding down the slopes
of a Friday afternoon
deadlines looming fast
my rickety toboggan
- clattering alarmingly -
navigates the final run
and with a sharp turn
delivers me sweaty-arsed
but still in one piece
to the door of my weekend
at six on the dot
5-7-5-7-7|7-5-7|5-7-5
Jan 2019 · 359
Zen
annh Jan 2019
Zen
breeze on the water
leaves my stillness undisturbed
moves my reflection
A 5-7-5 poem.
Jan 2019 · 330
The One That Got Away
annh Jan 2019
My ‘if only’
My inconsolable regret,
My struggle and my strength.
'In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.'
- Albert Camus
Jan 2019 · 329
Misogynist
annh Jan 2019
His heat; my shame,
His infidelity; my blame,
His truth; my lies,
My surrender; his disguise.
A friend of mine read this and thought that the third line was ambiguous. I guess I'm referring to a he-said-she-said scenario in which the male 'other' defends his actions by labelling the female truth as mere fabrication.
Jan 2019 · 1.2k
One-Night Stand
annh Jan 2019
Your thirst
Now quenched,
Fuels the fire
Of my regret,
A post-****** paradox.
A failed katuata - 5-7-7 poem. **** those syllables! :)
Jan 2019 · 1.9k
Memento
annh Jan 2019
Time threads her necklace patiently,
Choosing carefully the colour and shape of our experiences,
Here, a tumbled quartz - luminous and rosy,
There, shards of darkest onyx - tragic and uncompromising,
Every now and again, a perfect sphere of sacred turquoise to mark a special occasion.

Finally, satisfied with her handiwork Time ties off the strand,
And weaves the precious metal of our dreams - unrealised - into an intricate clasp,
As she places the memento around her bejewelled neck she sighs to herself and whispers:
‘Such promise, such pain, such beauty, such loss; I will treasure you always.’
Then reaching for her spool of silver thread, she begins again to thread her golden needle.
Jan 2019 · 879
Full Moon
annh Jan 2019
Change, opportunity, difference, risk;
These words have no value in themselves,
They carry no judgement and wear no costume,
But like the moon reflecting the light of the sun,
They shine or gutter with the quality of our own perception.
‘One is never afraid of the unknown; one is afraid of the known coming to an end.’
- Krishnamurti
Jan 2019 · 1.1k
Inner Compass
annh Jan 2019
Why do you scurry along life's unlit byways
Your head bowed, fists jammed in your pockets?
To avert calamity? To guarantee success?

Did you miss the turn-off?
In your busyness and inattention
Did you forget to read the signposts?

Lift your eyes from the ground
Slow your pace and stretch the kink from your neck
Do you know where you are?

Unfurl your empty grasp and consult your inner compass
You will find a map etched on the inside of your heart
Do you see the way ahead?

Yes, I thought so.
Jan 2019 · 585
I Am That: So Hum
annh Jan 2019
Shhh...

Do you hear that sound?
The strains of distant music
Do you recognise the tune?
The way you used to sway to its rhythm
Do you know the words?
It’s an old favourite

Listen
And remember
‘So Hum’ - a yogic mantra which translates from the Sanskrit as ‘I am that’ and is used in contemplation meditation.
Jan 2019 · 1.2k
Stolen Glances
annh Jan 2019
You caught my eye but once,
You caught me eye but twice,
Then popped them in a cocktail glass,
And topped it up with ice.

Vermouth you added first,
And then a shot of gin,
A squeeze of lime, a dash of tea,
With salt around the rim.

‘One martini coming up!’ you drawled,
You slid it down the bar,
And so returned my eyes to me,
Like olives from a jar.

To those who swear that love is blind,
You've surely never been,
The subject of a stolen glance,
From a waitress called Nadine.
Just for fun - a nonsense poem on a Sunday morning! :)
Jan 2019 · 2.2k
Medicine Man
annh Jan 2019
Blind man walking - heals through touch,
Carries coconut oil in an old jam jar,
Trusts in the magic which guides his hands,
To carry his dusty feet home.
Based loosely on my brief acquaintance with a traditional Fijian bobo (massage) practitioner and healer named Rupeni from the village of Vunivesi, Vanua Levu. Vinaka vaka levu, Rupeni! :)
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