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1.6k · Jul 2016
"I AM METH"
My Name Is "****"

**I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start.

I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.

If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town.

I live with the rich; I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.

I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.

I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal ****.

My power is awesome; try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.

When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.

The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms,
your lungs your nose.

You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.

But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.

I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.

I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.

You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.

I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.

If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.

I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.

The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.

The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.

But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.

You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.

You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.

You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?

I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.

Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.

I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.

If you care enough, please forward this profound poem and share the deadly outcome of this drug that is killing our young people & even our old...
~ This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug
charges, and was addicted to ****. She wrote this while in jail. As you will
soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this
simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her
story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the
needle still in her arm....

Please understand,
this thing is worse than any of us realize...
1.2k · Nov 2016
You Can't Imagine
You can't even imagine
Right now what I'm going through
You can't even see
Half the things
I'm hiding from you
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
I force myself to say
"Hello. I'm great. How are you dear, how is life?"
I can see through your eyes your having a rough time
I push my own feelings aside
And encourage you to spill yours out.
I can feel your heartache
I can help you to heal
I love doing that
Hey. :)
But that's because I know what's it like not having anyone
Who could understand
Or would even want to try
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
Better days are coming
Why not help this hurting heart first, see the light
So I sit there, hurting along with you
Understanding everything you say
And wondering there should be something I could do
For you,
For you.
Not realizing that I have done enough,
Just sit'en here hurting with you
Listening to what you got to say
Meant the world to you.
Now you feel better
The clouds have gone
You see the light.
And some how, a little, I, do, too.
I force myself to smile
I tell myself I'm fine
Better days are coming.
I know I'll be alright.
Why not help this hurting heart see the light.
"Hello. I'm great. How are you dear, how is life?"
4/18/15
Keep in mind. You are not alone. You're not the only one hurting.
Be kind you never know what one is going through. Maybe that person who seems angry all the time was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer and has maybe six months to live, maybe that person who isn't talking lost his parents, wife or child and is trying to keep himself from losing it and falling apart, maybe that 14 year old girl who is pregnant got *****, maybe that overweigh boy has health issues.. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. People everywhere are fighting battles no one knows about. So be kind smile at a stranger, say hi to some one you haven't talked to in a while. Forgive who hurt you. Life is to short to be upset and feel alone.
657 · Feb 2016
SWEET PAINFUL MEMORY
I'll wear you in my locket
Close to my heart
So I never will forget you
Even thought it hurts
Hurts so badly
I never want to lose this pain
This painful hurt I have inside my heart
Reminds me
That you were real
And you were here
And you still are
Inside my heart
So the hope I have
Is that I'll see you again
One day
And that one day come quickly

~By Anna Osipchuk 2013~
Dedicated to a close friend of mine that passed away.
650 · Apr 2016
The Day I Met You
The day I met you
You made me want to be better
You made me want to be Stronger
Physically
Emotionally
Healthy  
You made me want to be wiser
You made me want to be
More
Caring
Loving
Kind
You made me feel like
I am worth something on earth
The day I met you
Something just clicked
As days went by
I noticed myself being different
I started working harder
I started holding myself together
Being stronger
I became more
Caring
Patient
Loving
Kind
My words came out wiser
The day I met you
I somehow become the person I always wanted to be
The day I met you
My knees didn't go weak
I didn't get them butterflies
I didn't go space blank and didn't know what to say
I was just me
No funny business
The day I met you
I felt culm
Strong
Confident
The day I met you
I felt like I can do anything
Like I was a somebody
And somehow I knew
That the day I met you
You'd be my best friend
one day my husband
Till death us do part
I'm so glad for
The day I met you.
Because of you
I'm the person I always wanted to be.
617 · Nov 2016
Strenght in YOU (LORD)
LORD,
I cry my heart out to YOU
Every day and every night.
Can YOU hear me?
Are YOU still listening?
I feel so alone.
Unheard.
Not seen.
As if YOU left me
LORD.
YOU promised to never leave my side.
Remember YOUR promise.
Hear my prayer O GOD
As I cry out to YOU
In the midst of all this pain and sorrow.
Open the heavens
Accept my plea.
Let me feel YOU surround me
Let me feel YOUR warmth again.
LORD I need you!
YOU are all I've got.
YOU are my strength and hope
On what I lean on.
Don't let me feel alone.
Because I'm so hurt, cold and tired.


“The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.”
(‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:2‬ ‭KJV‬‬)
426 · Feb 2016
True Beauty
Outside beauty
Does not last forever,
Once it's gone
It's gone forever.
But there is one beauty
That never fades,
It never goes
Unless you change.
Within the heart
Is where it lies.
Within the heart
Is where it shines.
So is your soft
As fresh clay?
Or hard as after
It's been baked?
372 · Dec 2021
Long for Silence
Sometimes there’s a long for silence. Not a word to be spoken. For the world around is way to load. The soul cries out for a dire need of peace before it’ll end up dazed numb and paralyzed. Take the lull moment it’s in arms reach. Embrace the night and hold it dear. Bow your head and bend your knees lift your hands and reveal what you feel. Even though GOD knows HE sees. HE wants to hear you declare it dear. HE wants that link with you. Take HIS hand HE will save you. But who am I, to tell you.. For deep down your soul already knew..
Late drives. Sleepless nights.
333 · Feb 2016
Built Wall
I built a wall
Around my heart
So I never would feel again
This soul that once has bloomed with beauty and passion.
Has died and turned to cole.
Don't waist your time.
You can't bring back something that has died.
What you're feeling isn't love!
Love doesn't exist.
Soon you'll wake up, And realize.
You been floating in a cloud.
Surrounded with fog, Unable to see.
Don't waist your time on me.
Because you'll be hurt badly.
This soul has died and turned to cole
There is no beauty and passion anymore.
So move along.
Before you stop blooming and be gone.
292 · Feb 2016
I'm Fine
I hide my pain
with my smile.
I hide my pain
with my eyes.
I'll never let it show
and you'll never know
What strong pain
I'm feeling deep inside.
Because I hide my pain
With my smile,
And it seems like..
I'm happy and fine.
I hide my pain
With my eyes
That show care-ness and love.
Because that's the only way
I can stay strong.
So that's how you'll never know
About the strong pain I hide inside.
That never seems to want to go
And I never want to show.

~By Anna Osipchuk 2011~
265 · Feb 2016
Today Is A New Day
Today is a new day
Today is a new light
Today is the new
page of the life
You can't go back in time
You can't flip back the page of your life
No matter how hard you try
It's just a memory
Yesterday's history
That will always be stuck in your mind
Just forget about it!go out, have fun!
While you're young
Cause when you're old you won't enjoy in much.

~2011~
258 · Jul 2016
Silence.
Silence.
It is a tremendously beautiful place.
It cannot be found, it cannot be grasped.
It exists but somehow leaves no sign or trace.
It can be accepted, it can be stepped into.
It is not seen, it is not heard, it is not felt.
It is a place of wonders and mysteries.
It is a place that many seek, but do not find.
It is a place where only a few can handle.
It is rejected by many, very few choose to be there.
It is a place where inner depths of the heart are revealed.
It is a place where reality is faced.
It is a place where selfishness looks itself in the mirror.
It is a place where thoughts become clearer.
It is a place that strangles out fear.
It is so far but somehow so near.
It is a place where words are not heard.
It is a place where thoughts are discerned.
It is a place of piercing communication.

-vladislav bezhenar-
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By -Vladislav Bezhenar-
255 · Aug 2016
My Man
My man
Hold me close
Kiss me softly
Say you love me
Call me your darling
Don't stop showing affection to me
I need to know
You're still attracted to me
Assure me
That I'm the only girl in your life
Make me feel safe
I need to know
that I'm protected and loved
Talk with me
About anything really
From sport cars and football game nights
To what you'd like me to wear tonight
Include me
Surprise me
Let me know
How I make you feel
Sit with me
Doing absolutely nothing
Just enjoy each other's company
"My man, you are my handsome man
And I'll do anything for you
Just be sure to do your part too
let me know
'Won't you?'"
237 · Mar 2016
I Come From
I come from; my mom and dad,
Where GOD has created me with his hand.
Although my mom says, “I’m her mistake.”,
I know GOD has a reason for this to take place.
There was a time I got depressed,
Of what she said.
The depression got out of control,
The words been hunting me on and on.
Until I decided to tel go,
I didn’t matter for (one soul).
Then I heard a song on the radio,
And that was GOD’s most amazing miracle.
That I’m still alive from that day on,
And that I have the power to keep on keeping on.
I come from; the strongest source,
Who abides in the universe,
And has the power to hold the earth.
The beginning and the end,
Everlasting.
235 · Sep 2016
Would this ever stop?
I'm so tired of
My eyes burning
Of them tears dropped
So tired of
Wanting to speak
But not a sound comes out
I'm so tired of
Laying in bed and not getting up
Because every muscle and bone  In my body
feel like they've been beat up
So tired of
All the noise
I just want it to stop
So tired of
Wanting to run , run so far
Where no one would find me
But yet not having a place to go or call home.
I'm so exhausted
Emotionally
Mentally
Physically
When,
would this ever Stop?
148 · Jan 2022
Perplexity
Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Do I hold the peace or speak up?
When I hold the peace, we get in a fight…
When I speak up, I hurt the ones I love…
So am I wrong or am I right?
Am I wrong for being right?
Or am I right for being wrong?
Lord, I’m tired.
This is, an unending cycle…
I feel alone when I’m not…
And I don’t when I am…
Alone in the woods or some overgrown trail on a mountain top.
I feel surrounded with your presents.
At peace, culm at ease alone.
Oh I miss it so much!
But at home or anywhere else
Surround by family and friends…
I feel alone…
As if I’m in a box,
that’s drowning in the dark abyss
Frozen… unable to move or talk.
So when I’m alone, I’m not.
And when I’m not, I am?
With questions on questions
That turn to the same question.
Lord, Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I lost?
I’m lost.
Where am I?
Wait I’m not.
Make it make sense…
Lord, I’m tired…

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