The spark was never there
Oh how I wished for it
a thousand times
and a thousand times more.
Platonic love
Oh how it hurts
when misread as true love.
I miss you my dear
best friend
Oh how I long for your touch
your smell
your imperfect smile.
My heart is slowly beating
crushed with every thought of you
Oh how I hurt you.

I am sorry.

I look at the sky
sunshine washing over my skin
tingling and warm
cleansing my soul  
I wish to be nowhere but here
in this moment
where I am
Alive.